Carrying Wayward: A Supernatural Podcast (Marie & Drew)

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 5, Episode 03 of Supernatural: Free To Be You And Me. They discuss volition and what would happen if Sam, Dean, and Cas could have things their way. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com.

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In this special minisode, Audra from The Gateleapers joins Drew to pitch a fan-written episode of Supernatural. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 6, Episode 22 of Supernatural: The Man Who Knew Too Much. They discuss the complete turmoil in which Sam, Dean, and Cas find themselves in.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 4, Episode 22 of Supernatural: Lucifer Rising. In true Supernatural fashion, they bring back the theme of 4x01 Lazarus Rising and discuss the things that are brought to light. Join our Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: Patreon.com/carryingwayward.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie are joined by patrons of the podcast from all around the world as they recap the fifth season of Supernatural. Recorded live on Zoom, they discuss family as the main theme of the season, and explore what family means to Sam and Dean, and how that meaning shifts through the season.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 7, Episode 13 of Supernatural: The Slice Girls. They take a more critical approach as they discuss the misogyny present in this episode.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 6, Episode 6 of Supernatural: You Can't Handle the Truth. They discuss the sometimes fine line between cruelty and honesty.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 4, Episode 20 of Supernatural: The Rapture. They discuss Sam, Dean, and Jimmy Novak’s respective sacrifices. Join our Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: Patreon.com/carryingwayward.

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In this special discussion, Marie is joined by tiktoker JJ to discuss the parallels between the relationships of Achilles and Patroclus, and Dean and Cas.

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In this special discussion, Marie is joined by Dr. Sadie Witkowski of In Defense of Fandom to discuss parasocial relationships in the SPN fandom.

Sadie’s twitter: https://twitter.com/SadieWit

In Defense Of Fandom: https://podcasts.apple.com/ca/podcast/in-defense-of-fandom/id1674695211 - Episode 1 of Season 2 dropping March 26th!

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 5, Episode 11 of Supernatural: Sam, Interrupted. They discuss what triggers Sam and Dean’s instability in this episode. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: http://carryingwayward.com.

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In this “unattached drifter Christmas” episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 5, Episode 14 of Supernatural: My Bloody Valentine. They discuss the horseman Famine and what Sam, Dean, and Cas are craving the most.Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com.

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References:Siebers, Tobin. 2008. Disability Theory. Ann Arbour: University of Michigan Press. https://doi.org/10.3998/mpub.309723

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 8, Episode 10 of Supernatural: Torn and Frayed. They discuss what (or who) Sam, Dean, and Cas need to release.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 5, Episode 04 of Supernatural: The End. They discuss the crossroads that Sam, Dean, and Cas are faced with. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 7, Episode 21 of Supernatural: Reading is Fundamental. They discuss the feelings of sorrow that show up from the different characters in this episode.

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In this 100th episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 5, Episode 18 of Supernatural: Point of No Return. They discuss the turning point that this episode represents for Sam and Dean. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 7, Episode 5 of Supernatural: Shut Up, Dr. Phil! They discuss the repercussions of Dean withholding information from Sam.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 4, Episode 17 of Supernatural: It’s a Terrible Life. They discuss how easily Sam Wesson accepts that he’s more than just a tech guy and how Dean Smith accepts himself. Join our Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: Patreon.com/carryingwayward.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 7, Episode 6 of Supernatural: Slash Fiction. They discuss how this episode elucidates * s t u f f * by bringing it to the surface in times of stress.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 6, Episode 2 of Supernatural: Two and a Half Men. They discuss fatherhood and what it means for Sam, Dean, and Supernatural in general.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 7, Episode 15 of Supernatural: Repo Man. They discuss how Sam and Dean's life and identity has been fragmenting.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 8, Episode 4 of Supernatural: Bitten. They take a Doylist approach as they discuss the main media references in this episode and what they say about the story at hand.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 4, Episode 19 of Supernatural: Jump The Shark. They discuss second chances, and the evolution of the brothers’ perceptions of John. Join our Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: Patreon.com/carryingwayward.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season

4, Episode 16 of Supernatural: On the Head of a Pin. They discuss the things

that Sam, Dean, and Cas are reluctant to do. Join our Patreon for perks and

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 6, Episode 20 of Supernatural: The Man Who Would Be King. They discuss how Sam, Dean, and Cas deal with duplicity.

Dagny’s Memorial, written by Robin Lynn: https://www.tumblr.com/castielslostwings/721324234608082944/a-eulogy-and-obituary-for-dagny-ayn-september-13?source=share

The Castiel Project: https://give.thetrevorproject.org/fundraiser/3037563

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In this short episode Drew and Marie dip their toes into season 6. They discuss some changes to the podcast both on the air and off, and share what they hope to achieve moving forwards. Plus Drew predicts some wild things.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 5, Episode 07 of Supernatural: The Curious Case of Dean Winchester. They discuss Sam, Dean, and Bobby’s complicated relationship with hope. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: http://carryingwayward.com.———

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 7, Episode 1 of Supernatural: Meet The New Boss. They discuss Sam, Dean, and Cas' respective hubris.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 8, Episode 14 of Supernatural: Trial and Error. They discuss when and how the brothers display eagerness.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 4, Episode 15 of Supernatural: Death Takes a Holiday. They discuss the things that Sam and Dean regret, and how they express their regrets. Join our Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: Patreon.com/carryingwayward.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 5, Episode 17 of Supernatural: 99 Problems. They discuss the intricacies of obedience and how it shows up in this episode.Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com.

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7x10

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 7, Episode 10 of Supernatural: Death's Door. They revisit the theme of memory through Bobby's heartbreaking passing.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie are joined by patrons of the podcast from all around the world as they recap the seventh season of Supernatural. Recorded live on Zoom, they discuss family as the main theme of the season, and explore what family means to Sam and Dean, and how that meaning shifts through the season.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 4, Episode 18 of Supernatural: The Monster at the End of this Book. They discuss Sam, Dean, and Cas’ convictions, as well as who and how they try to convince. Join our Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: Patreon.com/carryingwayward.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 5, Episode 10 of Supernatural: Abandon All Hope. They discuss hopelessness and how it permeates the episode and the lives of every character in this episode. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com.

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7x09

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 7, Episode 9 of Supernatural: How to Win Friends and Influence Monsters. They discuss Dean's depression and Sam and Bobby's reactions to it.

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In this special episode, Jenn joins Marie and Rachel to discuss the paintings in the Green Room in 4x22 Lucifer Rising, and their possible narrative meanings. Jenn is known on social media as rupertgayes and is the author of “heard from your mother (she don’t recognize you)“. You can find her 500K+ word fic here: https://archiveofourown.org/series/2199102 Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 7, Episode 8 of Supernatural: Season Season Seven, Time For a Wedding. They discuss important issues of consent in this episode and Sam's memories of the cage.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 8, Episode 2 of Supernatural: What's Up, Tiger Mommy? They discuss what or who is valuable to and for the brothers.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 8, Episode 5 of Supernatural: Blood Brother. They discuss Dean and Benny's relationship through the theme of bonding and explore queerness in Bruce Springsteen lyrics.

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In this special episode, Drew and Marie are joined by Simone as they dive into the similarities and differences between Buffy The Vampire Slayer and Supernatural.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 6, Episode 16 of Supernatural: ...And Then There Were None. They discuss how Sam, Dean, and Bobby deal with uncertainty.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie are joined by patrons of the podcast from all around the world as they recap the fourth season of Supernatural. Recorded live on Zoom, they discuss family as the main theme of the season, and explore what family means to Sam and Dean, and how that meaning shifts through the season. Check out the recording on our YouTube channel: www.youtube.com/carryingwayward. Join our Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: Patreon.com/carryingwayward

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 5, Episode 06 of Supernatural: I Believe The Children Are Our Future They discuss how Sam, Dean, and Cas’ misconceptions affect the way they look at the world. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: http://carryingwayward.com.

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In this special panel discussion, Drew and Marie are joined by Catherine McKenna (The Fangirl Business), Katie (Making It Up As We Go), KJ (Supernatural Opinions), and tiktoker JJ. Together, they dive into Season 6, Episode 18 of Supernatural: The Man Who Would Be King, focusing on Dean and Cas' relationship - the Destiel of it all.

Katie’s twitter: https://twitter.com/DustyLCanon

Making It Up As We Go: https://twitter.com/making_it_up_

Catherine’s twitter: https://twitter.com/CatherineinNB

The Fangirl Business: https://twitter.com/TheFangirlBiz

KJ’s twitter: https://twitter.com/EditingKJ

Supernatural Opinions: https://twitter.com/SPNOpinionsPod

JJ’s twitter: https://twitter.com/JJBwayWatch

JJ’s tiktok: @jjbwaywatch

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In this short episode, Drew and Marie dip their toes into Season 5. They discuss the little changes and adjustments they’ll be making in Season 5, and share their intentions. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 8, Episode 17 of Supernatural: Goodbye Stranger. They talk about the various pieces of information that come out during this episode.

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In this minisode, Drew and Marie look forward to Season 8 with some changes, resolutions, and predictions!

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In this special minisode, Jeremy from ‘Monster of the Week’ and ‘Still His Kingdom Keeps’ joins Drew to pitch a fan-written episode of Supernatural. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com

Jeremy's twitter: https://twitter.com/jggreer

Monster of the Week: https://twitter.com/motwcast

Still His Kingdom Keeps: https://twitter.com/hiskingdomkeeps

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 6, Episode 4 of Supernatural: Weekend at Bobby's. They discuss what it means to all the characters in this episode to feel at home.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 8, Episode 18 of Supernatural: Freaks and Geeks. They talk Sam and Dean's reactions to the child exploitation they witness in this episode.

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In this minisode, Drew and Marie look forward to Season 7 with some changes, resolutions, and a very special announcement!

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 8, Episode 16 of Supernatural: Remember the Titans. They pick back up the theme of tragedy and foreshadowing.

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In this special discussion, Marie is joined by friend of the podcast JJ to discuss the power of allowing network TV characters to come out in their 30s and 40s in a special episode focusing on ABC show 911.

JJ’s twitter: https://x.com/JJBwayWatch

JJ's TikTok: https://www.tiktok.com/@jjbwaywatch

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 8, Episode 3 of Supernatural: Heartache. They discuss the legacy Sam and Dean honour, reckon with, and consider leaving.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie are joined by Jeremy Greer of Monster of the Week and Non-Human Biologics as they dive into Season 8, Episode 8 of Supernatural: Hunter Heroici. They discuss how Sam, Cas, and Dean play make-believe in this episode and in other moments in the series.

Jeremy’s twitter: https://twitter.com/jggreer

Jeremy's podcasts: https://creepybutnecessary.cool/

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In this special minisode, Niall from (‘No Quest for the Wicked’ and ‘Fuck Buddies’) joins Drew to pitch a fan-written episode of Supernatural. Join our Ko-Fi or Patreon for perks and extra content like access to our exclusive Discord, post-show chats, and monthly live events: carryingwayward.com

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 1 of Supernatural: Pilot. They discuss the episode that started an epic 15-year journey and what TV was like back in 2005.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 2 of Supernatural: Wendigo. They discuss Dean’s interactions with women and the origin of the Wendigo lore.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 3 of Supernatural: Dead in the Water. They discuss “baptizing” people into the supernatural and the way the show depicts female characters. 

In this episode, Drew and Marie are joined by producer Rachel Castellano as they dive into Season 1, Episode 4 of Supernatural: Phantom Traveler. They discuss the way fear manifests in the brothers and how the show is looking for its stylistic footing.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 5 of Supernatural: Bloody Mary. They discuss the secrets the brothers keep from each other and the narrative power of guilt.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 6 of Supernatural: Skin. They discuss the brothers’ boundaries and the show’s detour into gore.

In this special holiday episode, Drew, Marie, & Rachel celebrate the festive season with some cocktails and a rousing game of “Canon or Fanon”. See how well Drew can predict what’s coming up in the series vs. Fan fiction curated by Marie.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 7 of Supernatural: Hook Man. They discuss the brothers’ repressed emotions and the pacing of the episode.

In this episode, Drew and Marie are joined by entomologist Dr. Sara Prado as they dive into Season 1, Episode 8 of Supernatural: Bugs. They discuss the brothers’ relationship with their father and, you guessed it, bugs. To find out more about Dr. Prado’s work, visit: https://saraguitiprado.com

In this special episode, Drew and Marie share an extended version of their interview with entomologist Dr. Sara Prado.

To find out more about Dr. Prado’s work, visit: https://saraguitiprado.com/

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 9 of Supernatural: Home. They discuss the brothers’ tragic childhood, the wonder that is Missouri Mosely, and poltergeists.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 10 of Supernatural: Asylum. They discuss the brothers’ repressed childhood memories and flipping stereotypes in storytelling.

In this mid-season episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 11 of Supernatural: Scarecrow. They discuss the brothers’ first big on-screen fight and the movies and novels that have influenced this episode.

In this episode, Drew and Marie are joined by producer Rachel Castellano as they dive into Season 1, Episode 12 of Supernatural: Faith. They discuss the narrative foreshadowing of this episode and the bisexual inspiration behind Dean’s character.

In this episode, Drew and Marie are joined by licensed social worker Carol Ferrie as they dive into Season 1, Episode 13 of Supernatural: Route 666. They discuss Dean’s approach to relationships and the layers of white supremacy presented in the episode.

Here are Carol’s sources and suggested readings:

Bronson, A., & Miller, B. (2019). A public apology to Siksika Nation at the Toronto Biennial of Art. Toronto, ON: Toronto Biennial of Art.

Cannon, M. J., & Sunseri, L. (2019). Racism, colonialism, and indigeneity in Canada: A reader. Brantford, Ont.: W. Ross MacDonald School Resource Services Library.

Eddo-Lodge, R. (2019). Why I’m no longer talking to white people about race. New York: Bloomsbury Publishing.

Maynard, R. (2018). Policing Black lives: State violence in Canada from slavery to the present. Winnipeg: Fernwood Publishing.

Palmater, P. D., & Sinclair, N. J. (2015). Indigenous nationhood: Empowering grassroots citizens. Black Point, Nova Scotia: Fernwood Publishing.

Wane, N. N., & Massaquoi, N. (2007). Theorizing empowerment: Canadian perspectives on Black feminist thought. Toronto, Canada: Inanna Publications and Education.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 14 of Supernatural: Nightmare. They discuss Sam’s “chosen one” complex and the messaging behind Max taking his own life.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 15 of Supernatural: The Benders. They discuss the balance of light and dark in humanity and the messaging surrounding Kathleen.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 16 of Supernatural: Shadow. They discuss John’s brief return to the boys’ life and Zoroastrianism.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 17 of Supernatural: Hell House. They discuss the role of pranks in the brothers’ relationship and the different modern interpretations of tulpas. Join us for our Season 1 Recap live show! Register here: https://linktr.ee/CarryingWayward

In this episode, Drew and Marie are joined by licensed social worker Carol Ferrie as they dive into Season 1, Episode 18 of Supernatural: Something Wicked. They discuss intergenerational trauma in the context of John, Sam, and Dean. Join us for our Season 1 Recap live show! Register here: https://linktr.ee/CarryingWayward Carol’s reading list: DeAngelis, T. (2019, February). The legacy of trauma: An emerging line of research is exploring how historical and cultural traumas affect survivors’ children for generations to come [Scholarly project]. In American Psychological Association. Retrieved from https://www.apa.org/monitor/2019/02/legacy-trauma

The Healing Foundation (Director). (2018, July 26). Intergenerational trauma animation [Video file]. Retrieved March 26, 2021, from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vlqx8EYvRbQ

Hill, T. (2019, August 13). How can mental health professionals understand intergenerational trauma? Retrieved March 26, 2021, from https://www.acamh.org/blog/intergenerational-trauma/

Methot, S. (2019). Legacy: Trauma, story and indigenous healing. Toronto: ECW.

TEDxTalks (Producer). (2019, December 03). Trauma not transformed is Trauma transferred | Tabitha Mpamira-Kaguri | TEDxOakland [Video file]. Retrieved March 26, 2021, from https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=b4loBphYCXI

Truth and Reconciliation Commission of Canada. (2012). Truth and Reconciliation Commission of Canada interim report. Winnipeg: Truth and Reconciliation Commission of Canada.

In this special episode, Rachel, Drew and Marie release their first blooper reel. Join us for our Season 1 Recap live show! Register here: https://linktr.ee/CarryingWayward

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 19 of Supernatural: Provenance. They discuss Sam’s approach to romantic and sexual relationships, and respond to a moving voicemail from a listener. Join us for our Season 1 Recap live show! Register here: https://linktr.ee/CarryingWayward

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 20 of Supernatural: Dead Man’s Blood. In this now infamous episode, they discuss the old and new dynamics between John, Sam, and Dean, and vampire lore. Join us for our Season 1 Recap live show! Register here: https://linktr.ee/CarryingWayward

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 21 of Supernatural: Salvation. They discuss the rising stakes of the hunt for the demon that killed Mary, and the dynamics between John, Sam, and Dean. . Join us for our Season 1 Recap live show! Register here: https://linktr.ee/CarryingWayward

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 1, Episode 22 of Supernatural: Devil’s Trap. In this season finale episode, they discuss Sam and Dean’s ongoing trauma, and the crystallizing of the show’s demon lore.

In this episode, Drew and Marie are joined by listeners of the podcast from all around the world as they recap the first season of Supernatural. Recorded live on Zoom, they discuss family as the main theme of the season, and explore what family means to Sam and Dean, and how that meaning shifts through the season. Check out the recording on our YouTube channel: https://linktr.ee/CarryingWayward

Season 2 Pre-Game

In this short episode, Drew and Marie dip their toes into Season 2. They discuss the little changes and adjustments they’ll be making in Season 2, and their personal resolutions.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 1 of Supernatural: In My Time Of Dying. They discuss the fall out of the Season 1 finale cliffhanger, John’s relationship to truth, and the evolution of reaper lore on the show.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 2 of Supernatural: Everybody Loves a Clown. They discuss found family, the different ways Sam and Dean are approaching and processing their grief, and wonder about the true nature of the monster of the week.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 3 of Supernatural: Bloodlust. They discuss Sam and Dean’s different outlooks on what makes a monster, Dean’s processing of his internalized homophobia, and the problematic ways Gordon’s character is presented.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 4 of Supernatural: Children Shouldn’t Play With Dead Things. They discuss the different ways that Sam and Dean are coping with their compounding grief, and the layers of storytelling and messaging.

In this special minisode, Drew and Marie discuss what Pride means to them.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 5 of Supernatural: Simon Said. They discuss the parallels and differences between Andy & Ansem and Sam & Dean, and the implications of a throw-away line about roofies.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 6 of Supernatural: No Exit. They discuss Dean inheriting John’s legacy, and community fails that allow for casual misogyny to be included in the show.

Note: In this episode, Marie uses a TikTok created by TikTok user jjwaywatch (https://vm.tiktok.com/ZMdfWXwPx/) as a reference to discuss particularities of network TV in the voicemail segment of the episode.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 7 of Supernatural: The Usual Suspects. They discuss Sam’s amazing(ly alarming?) adaptation skills, and the narrative importance of pop culture references on Supernatural.

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 9 of Supernatural: Croatoan. They discuss Dean’s rapid decline in mental health, and the origin of Croatoan lore. Sources:
https://www.cdc.gov/hiv/basics/whatishiv.html
https://www.avert.org/professionals/history-hiv-aids/overview
https://www.amfar.org/thirty-years-of-hiv/aids-snapshots-of-an-epidemic/
https://www.cdc.gov/mmwr/preview/mmwrhtml/mm5021a2.htm

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 9 of Supernatural: Croatoan. They discuss Dean’s rapid decline in mental health, and the origin of Croatoan lore.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 10 of Supernatural: Hunted. They discuss at length Sam’s reaction to hearing the secret John told Dean before he died, and the problematic ways Gordon is represented (again) in this episode.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 11 of Supernatural: Play Things. They discuss Sam’s growth, Dean’s very obvious bi panic, and a quick history of creepy dolls. <br> Sources:
http://www.sheilaomalley.com/?p=92983
https://www.cosmopolitan.com/lifestyle/a34115081/hoodoo-vs-voodoo-facts-history/

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In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 12 of Supernatural: Night Shifter. They discuss Sam and Dean’s different approaches to Ronnie, the introduction of Victor Hendrickson, and try to pin down a theme for the episode. Sources: https://ascmag.com/articles/supernatural

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 13 of Supernatural: Houses of the Holy. They discuss Sam and Dean’s different approaches to the case at hand, the uncanny foreshadowing in the episode, and angel lore. Sources: https://historyofyesterday.com/how-angels-really-look-like-according-to-the-bible-d4d339112619 https://ew.com/tv/supernatural-retrospective-sneak-peek-eric-kripke-angels/

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 14 of Supernatural: Born Under a Bad Sign. They discuss Sam and Dean’s different approaches to faith, and the pacing of the episode.

In this episode, Drew and Marie dive into Season 2, Episode 15 of Supernatural: Tall Tales. They discuss Sam and Dean’s diverging points of view, trickster lore, and hermeneutics.