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30 Sep 2022WTF is on my Mind?! - Introduction00:13:38

In this episode: Starting this podcast. A lot of important things to talk about. Regarding: "The Vow". Releasing certain things that never came out. Requests from friends.

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02 Oct 2022F*ck Adversity00:18:15

In this episode: Getting into the cold ocean and disillusionment with the principle of "pushing against adversity". The ESP/NXIVM Credo to overcome the body and vilify comfort. Satiation was deemed weak and unprincipled. An entire intensive dedicated to proving that true love = the ability to withstand pain. Calorie counting and skinniness are a requirement for virtue and nobility.  And finally, redefining pushing against adversity and embracing the suck. Beware of the intent of the leader pushing you to relinquish your instinct.

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05 Oct 2022Spiritual Bypassing00:15:57

In this episode: What is Spiritual Bypassing? The problem with 'being above it all'. Dissociating from difficult feelings. Robert Augustus Masters write a book on Spiritual Bypassing, then abused his students. Toxic positivity protects abusers. The inability to acknowledge darkness. Teachers who haven't dealt with their psychological shit. Creating a kind of hell for yourself because you're not allowed to feel human. No compassion for self or others. Magically changing timelines to another reality? The only way 'out' is in. At 'Rock Bottom' you can't pretend anymore.
 

Spiritual Bypassing: When Spirituality Disconnects Us From What Really Matters
Spiritual bypassing—the use of spiritual practices/beliefs to avoid dealing with painful feelings, unresolved wounds, and developmental needs—is so pervasive that it goes largely unnoticed. In the tradition of the landmark book Cutting Through Spiritual Materialism by Chögyam Trungpa, Spiritual Bypassing casts a lucidly critical eye on our deeply entrenched misuse of spirituality, furthering the body of psychological/spiritual insight into how we use (and abuse) spirituality. https://www.robertmasters.com/book/spiritual-bypassing/

Robert Augustus Masters: Clarifying My Past
From 1986 to 1994 I led an experimental psychospiritual community that gradually became a cult. I called myself its guide but was more its director and centerpiece. More often than I’d like to admit, I was arrogant, aggressive, and misused my power, and those in the community paid the price for this. Everyone was caught up in my dream of a new kind of tribalism. https://www.robertmasters.com/about-robert/robert-augustus-masters-clarifying-my-past/

Spiritual bypassing, Christian bypassing, Stoic bypassing
https://www.philosophyforlife.org/blog/spiritual-bypassing-christian-bypassing-stoic-bypassing

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09 Oct 2022'The Vow' Season 1 - Q&A01:00:30

In this episode: Answering questions about 'The Vow'Season 1 and an ANNOUNCEMENT about multipart WTF podcast episodes that will drop during the release of 'The Vow' Season 2 on HBOMax.

'The Vow' Season 2 will start airing on October 17th, 2022 on HBO.
Website: https://www.hbo.com/the-vow

ESP (NXIVM) Mission Statement
https://www.markvicente.com/esp-mission-statement

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16 Oct 2022(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 1 of 400:40:07

In this Episode: (PART 1 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16 days before Keith Raniere was arrested in a Mexican Villa on March 26th, 2018. I sent it mostly to lower ranks because I knew that if I included the top of the organization, the higher ranks would have blocked it. I needed my friends who received the letter to have time to absorb what I was saying before they had to report it up the chain of command. This was my desperate attempt to try and wake my friends up before the arrests began. ~ Mark Vicente 

Sections of the letter: Grab a glass of wine, An Unspoken Credo, The Illuminati, Pam’s Death, Sudden Disappearance?, Multiple Attempts 

I began my  "Whistleblower Blog' on my website a few days before the New York Times broke the explosive article on October 17th, 2017 (Exactly 5 years before 'The VOW - Part II airs on HBO) It was my attempt to leave breadcrumbs for my friends who were trying to figure out what was going on. 

These are the links to the blog I referenced in the letter:

(Read my blog starting on Episode 1 to understand ‘word-salad’) Episode 1 & 2 below: 

http://www.markvicente.com/whistleblower/2017/10/12/how-the-bleep-did-that-happen-episode-1 

http://www.markvicente.com/whistleblower/2017/10/17/how-the-bleep-did-that-happen-episode-2

I didn’t realize at the time I was caught in what I now understand as 'Stage 7'.  You can read about it on my blog: 

http://www.markvicente.com/whistleblower/2017/10/24/how-the-bleep-did-that-happen-episode-9 

"At this stage, some people try to reason with the leaders. They will either arrange for visits or write long agonizing letters. Some hope that they can change the system or get some to agree with them. They are AMAZED at the total inability of leaders to hear what they are saying. However, some will agree with their arguments, pat them on the head and try to smooth their ruffled feelings." 

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19 Oct 2022'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 1 - Debrief00:54:56

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 1 will be discussed!

In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 1.

A Little Bit Culty Podcast
https://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/

Cult Definitions

Steve Hassan’s BITE Model 

What is a Cult? Whiteboard Animation Explaining the BITE Model 

Dr. Janja Lalich - Definition and Explanation of the Word “Cult” 

Rick Ross - Warning Signs


Mark Vicente YouTube - Holy Deception

Mark Vicente - Statement at Raniere's Sentencing 

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21 Oct 2022(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 2 of 400:19:34

In this Episode: (PART 2 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16 days before Keith Raniere was arrested in a Mexican Villa on March 26th, 2018. I sent it mostly to lower ranks because I knew that if I included the top of the organization, the higher ranks would have blocked it. I needed my friends who received the letter to have time to absorb what I was saying before they had to report it up the chain of command. This was my desperate attempt to try and wake my friends up before the arrests began. ~ Mark Vicente 

Sections of the letter: Mastermind, The Tech, Abandon Morality, Mysticism.

"I've been doing this work for many years. I am nevertheless aghast at the level of contempt for women and cruelty toward women that is at the rotten core of this group. Raniere succeeds in fulfilling his sadistic need to enslave others through a kind of battering, his twisted rationales convincing followers, and not just the women, that self-torture and torture of others builds character.  In fact, what he does is utterly self-serving, exploiting others entirely to feed the delusion of his own omnipotence. Those who have been brainwashed with Raniere's hateful ideas about women will need time to free themselves from their conditioning, to be able to respect and trust themselves again."  ~ Daniel Shaw, LCSW

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25 Oct 2022'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 2 - Debrief01:13:20

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 2 will be discussed!

In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 2.

Opening Title Sequence Music
Son Lux – "Dream State (Run From It) [feat. Bonnie Piesse]" (Official Audio)

A Little Bit Culty Podcast
https://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/

Consent Awareness Network
#FGKIA: Freely Given, Knowledgeable Informed Agreement
https://www.instagram.com/standfirmvoice/

Mark Vicente YouTube - Holy Deception
Mark Vicente - Statement at Raniere's Sentencing
Mark Vicente - Statement at Nancy Salzman's Sentencing

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29 Oct 2022(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 3 of 400:21:09

In this Episode: (PART 3 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16 days before Keith Raniere was arrested in a Mexican Villa on March 26th, 2018. I sent it mostly to lower ranks because I knew that if I included the top of the organization, the higher ranks would have blocked it. I needed my friends who received the letter to have time to absorb what I was saying before they had to report it up the chain of command. This was my desperate attempt to try and wake my friends up before the arrests began. ~ Mark Vicente 

Sections of the letter: Nancy Salzman, The Mantra, Permanent state of Terror, Mark Vicente's wife is a horrible abuser, Emotional Barrier 

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01 Nov 2022'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 3 - Debrief00:53:10

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 3 will be discussed!  WARNING! I discuss the ‘Fright Experiments’. Extreme Violence is mentioned.

In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 3.

A South African accent...
https://www.tiktok.com/@samihallsays?lang=en
https://www.instagram.com/samihall/ 


Bridge over the River Kwai (1957)
Directed by David Lean
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Bridge_on_the_River_Kwai 

(NXIVM) ‘Letter to the Inside’ in 4 parts is available on all Podcast platforms and Youtube.

'The Vow' Opening Title Sequence Music
Son Lux – "Dream State (Run From It) [feat. Bonnie Piesse]" (Official Audio)

A Little Bit Culty Podcast
https://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/

Consent Awareness Network
#FGKIA: Freely Given, Knowledgeable Informed Agreement
https://www.instagram.com/standfirmvoice/

Mark Vicente YouTube - Holy Deception
Mark Vicente - Statement at Raniere's Sentencing
Mark Vicente - Statement at Nancy Salzman's Sentencing

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05 Nov 2022(NXIVM) Letter to the Inside - Part 4 of 400:33:12

In this Episode: (PART 4 of 4) In March 2018 I recognized Keith Raniere was about to be arrested. Along with my fellow whistleblowers, we had spent the previous 9 months trying to get people out of NXIVM. I made one final attempt en masse to get my friends (true believers) to wake up before Raniere was arrested. I wrote a long letter to a select few friends on ‘the inside’ on March 10th, 2018 - 16 days before Keith Raniere was arrested in a Mexican Villa on March 26th, 2018. I sent it mostly to lower ranks because I knew that if I included the top of the organization, the higher ranks would have blocked it. I needed my friends who received the letter to have time to absorb what I was saying before they had to report it up the chain of command. This was my desperate attempt to try and wake my friends up before the arrests began. ~ Mark Vicente 

Sections of the letter: Shunning, Whistleblower, The Blame Game, The Appearance of Calm, VWEEK2016, Slavery. Remember Africa, The Enablers, Your Future Selves


"Mirreyes" (my kings)
https://www.dailymail.co.uk/news/article-3026433/Mirreyes-rich-kids-Mexican-elite-use-Instagram-wealth.html


Your Future Selves. 

Well, my rant has come to an end. As I said, that is 0.5%. I am well aware that this LONG letter may not move any of you. Too many EM’s and The Knife. Also, some of you may be True Believers. But at least we can collectively never look back and say I didn’t express this. That I didn’t try. I am writing this hopefully to your future selves who will look back at this, maybe years from now and say HOLY SHIT! It was right in front of me!  More and more information will be disclosed that will startle many of you. At first you will be convinced it is all part of the big bad conspiracy against your beloved Lord and Master and his 'innocent’ minions. But the revelations will grow and grow and be more and more shocking. Then you will have to face the horror as well, as many of us have. It will take significant decompression and time. We will be here when that day comes. We will help you. 


You may never talk to me as long as you live, and you likely won’t, but do ONE thing. Read ONE book: 


"Take Back Your Life: Recovering from Cults and Abusive Relationships" 

By Janja Lalich and Madeleine Landau Tobias 

It will change your life. It may even save your life. 

I miss many of you deeply. 

 

All my love, 

Mark 

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08 Nov 2022'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 4 - Debrief00:56:46

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 4 will be discussed!

In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 4.

End Title Music: "Unraveling" by Bonnie Piesse
Music and Lyrics by Bonnie Piesse
Produced by Bonnie Piesse and Eric Margen

Lyrics
everything 
everything is wrong 
there's nothing left 
of how we knew it 
breaking down all the crooked lines 
unraveling 

everything 
everything is gone 
there's no way back 
you can't erase 
memories are falling to ground 
spiraling 

it's who you 
who you are 
not who you believe in 

packing up and leaving in the night 
the only way of getting through it 
it's over now 
I think I see the light 
beckoning 

it's who you 
who you are 
not who you believe in 

it's who you 
who you are 
not who you believe in 
it's who you 
who you are 
not who you believe in 

(NXIVM) ‘Letter to the Inside’ in 4 parts is available on all Podcast platforms and Youtube. 


'The Vow' Opening Title Sequence Music
Son Lux – "Dream State (Run From It) [feat. Bonnie Piesse]" (Official Audio)

A Little Bit Culty Podcast
https://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/

Consent Awareness Network
#FGKIA: Freely Given, Knowledgeable Informed Agreement
https://www.instagram.com/standfirmvoice/

Mark Vicente YouTube - Holy Deception
Mark Vicente - Statement at Raniere's Sentencing
Mark Vicente - Statement at Nancy Salzman's Sentencing

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15 Nov 2022'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 5 - Debrief00:51:58

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 5 will be discussed!

In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 5

Daniel Shaw, LCSW
Traumatic Narcissism and Recovery - Leaving the Prison of Shame and Fear

End Titles Episode 5: "Regret" sung by Bonnie Piesse; co-written with Reinhold Heil, Michael Tuller and Mac Quayle. 

(NXIVM) ‘Letter to the Inside’ in 4 parts is available on all Podcast platforms and Youtube. 

'The Vow' Opening Title Sequence Music
Son Lux – "Dream State (Run From It) [feat. Bonnie Piesse]" (Official Audio)

A Little Bit Culty Podcast
https://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/

Consent Awareness Network
#FGKIA: Freely Given, Knowledgeable Informed Agreement
https://www.instagram.com/standfirmvoice/

Mark Vicente YouTube - Holy Deception
Mark Vicente - Statement at Raniere's Sentencing
Mark Vicente - Statement at Nancy Salzman's Sentencing

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22 Nov 2022'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 6 - Debrief01:59:24

SPOILER ALERT! Scenes from Episode 6 will be discussed!

In this Episode: Debrief of 'The Vow' Season 2 - Episode 6

(NXIVM) ‘Letter to the Inside’ in 4 parts is available on all Podcast platforms and Youtube. 

'The Vow' Opening Title Sequence Music
Son Lux – "Dream State (Run From It) [feat. Bonnie Piesse]" (Official Audio)

A Little Bit Culty Podcast
https://www.instagram.com/alittlebitculty/

Consent Awareness Network
#FGKIA: Freely Given, Knowledgeable Informed Agreement
https://www.instagram.com/standfirmvoice/

Mark Vicente YouTube - Holy Deception
Mark Vicente - Statement at Raniere's Sentencing
Mark Vicente - Statement at Nancy Salzman's Sentencing

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06 Dec 2022Mike Rinder - A Billion Years01:17:54

In this Episode, a conversation with Mike Rinder about The Vow (Season 2) and his book: A Billion Years: My Escape From a Life at the Highest Levels of Scientology

Mike is a former senior executive of the Church of Scientology International (CSI) who has become a prominent whistleblower against abuses in scientology and other organizations.

He is best known today for his role alongside Leah Remini in their Emmy-winning A&E TV series TV Leah Remini: Scientology and the Aftermath. Over 3 seasons and 37 episodes they exposed many shocking abuses told through the eyes of the victims.

Mike was born in Australia and raised in a scientology family. He joined the organization’s elite inner core (the “Sea Org”) at age 18 and rose through the ranks, working directly with both L. Ron Hubbard and his successor David Miscavige. He has a unique insider’s perspective on scientology.

From 1982 to 2007 he was a member of the Board of Directors of CSI, was the international spokesperson for scientology and also headed the Office of Special Affairs ~ overseeing the corporate, legal, public relations and spying/dirty tricks of scientology.

Mike escaped from scientology in 2007 – leaving behind all his family (parents/siblings and wife/children) who “disconnected” from him. At 53, with no money, college degree, resume or support system he began a new life. Today he is happily remarried with a 10 year old son. He writes a daily blog on scientology and has recently published a memoir A Billion Years: My Escape From a Life at the Highest Levels of Scientology.

Fair Game Podcast with Leah Remini and Mike Rinder

Episode 11: Mark Vicente from The Vow talks NXIVM and Scientology
Leah and Mike talk to Mark Vicente about the HBO documentary series, The Vow, the similarities with Scientology and common themes of high control groups.

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30 Jan 2023Emotionally Puckered Up00:17:16

In this episode, a short discussion about emotional repression and its effects on us.

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13 Feb 2023Airports, The Ethics Police & The WEFC00:19:49

In this episode, a discussion about the magical profit margin in airports, the 'Ethics Police' in cults and social media, the denial of evil, and the true motives of the WEFC.

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21 Feb 2023Hypothesis of God00:19:55

In this Episode: Stolen Youth. A memory of a NXIVM Level 2 module that really stuck. Is 'God' an early development somatic impulse?  Transference of mysticism. Seeing our leaders as omnipotent parents.

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06 Mar 2023The 4th "F" (FAWNING) with Dr. Ingrid Clayton01:37:23

In this episode: Have you ever felt ashamed of how you went along with an abuser for months, maybe even years, even though a part of you knew the situation was toxic? That's known as FAWNING. This episode will help demystify that very normal trauma response. Dr. Ingrid Clayton will help us to understand the 4 F's (Fight, Flight, Freeze and FAWN) while discussing her own story and aspects of the NXIVM Cult.

Ingrid Clayton, PhD is a writer and clinical psychologist in private practice in Los Angeles, California. With a Masters in transpersonal psychology and a Ph.D. in clinical psychology, Dr. Clayton has a holistic approach to psychotherapy, incorporating trauma-informed modalities like Somatic Experiencing, EMDR, and other experiential ways of working with the nervous system. 

She is the author of the memoir: Believing Me: Healing from Narcissistic Abuse and Complex Trauma, where she uncovers her personal experience of childhood trauma from a psychologist’s perspective and Recovering Spirituality: Achieving Emotional Sobriety in Your Spiritual Practice

Ingrid is a regular contributor to Psychology Today , where her article, “What is Self-Gaslighting?” is considered an Essential Read.


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18 Apr 2023Cancel Culture & The Hero's Journey00:13:36

In this episode: Cancel Culture is a term that is used in modern-day society. But does it have it's roots much further back? Has it been going on for centuries, and is it a good thing or a bad thing? What does cancel have to do with our unexpressed shadow? 

We take a look at the consequences of this internet era 'struggle session' and what it might be doing to human beings and society at large?

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15 May 2023What is a Cult?00:57:10

In this Episode: The twenty 25 characteristics and tactics of a cult!

DISCLAIMER: I AM NOT A MENTAL HEALTH PROFESSIONAL. THIS INFORMATION IS FOR ENTERTAINMENT PURPOSES ONLY AND IS NOT INTENDED TO BE A SUBSTITUTE FOR CLINICAL CARE. PLEASE CONSULT A HEALTHCARE PROVIDER FOR GUIDANCE.

The first article I read that helped with my deprogramming.
http://www.dreichel.com/Checklist_of_Cult_Characte.htm

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ICSA 

https://www.icsahome.com/

Janja Lalich 

https://www.cultresearch.org/help/characteristics-associated-with-cults/# 

 

Rick Ross 

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/belief/2009/may/27/cults-definition-religion 

https://youtu.be/VLfvDHa7TD8 

 

Steve Hassan 

https://freedomofmind.com/cult-mind-control/bite-model/ 

 

Consent Awareness Network 

https://consentawareness.net/ 

 

I Got Out 

https://www.igotout.org/ 

Midroll Music: "Sana" by Van Sandano

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11 Jun 2023Those F*@king Conspiracy Theorists!00:17:32

In this episode… conspiracy theorists are idiots, right? 

Lloyd Evans - ex-Jehovah's Witness writer, activist and filmmaker. Author of "The Reluctant Apostate," 

https://www.youtube.com/@LloydEvans 

 

Cults to Consciousness - Shelise Ann Sola— former devout Mormon. Stories of claiming independence after leaving high-control groups.  

https://www.youtube.com/@CultstoConsciousness 

 

Graham Hancock 

https://grahamhancock.com/ 

 

Netflix - Ancient Apocalypse 

https://youtu.be/DgvaXros3MY 

 

Conspiracy Theory 

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Conspiracy_theory 


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20 Jun 2023Weaponizing Filmmaking00:40:50

In this Episode: Filmmaking can do extraordinary things... move people to the greatest heights and the deepest depths of themselves, and it can also be weaponized.

Russian Cinema. Lev Kuleshov explains juxtaposition. Hitchcock waxes on about the power of editing. Using editing and omission to perform character assassination. The power of music to play the human instrument. Filmmakers know how to get the audience to feel anything they want. Romanticizing Psychopathy. The Empire and the Rebellion. Psychological Operations. An Army recruitment video.

GHOSTS IN THE MACHINE
4th PSYOP Group
https://youtu.be/VA4e0NqyYMw

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09 Jul 2023The Light and Dark side of Self-Help with Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle01:47:13

In this Episode: I talk to Dr. Glenn Patrick Doyle, Clinical Psychologist and Board President of Seek Safely.  https://www.seeksafely.org 

SEEK SAFELY is an organization that: 

  • Educates the public about the self-help industry. 
  • Empowers consumers of personal and professional development.
  • Promotes professional standards in this $11 Billion/Year unregulated self-help industry.  

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Dr. Doyle
https://www.instagram.com/drdoylesays/
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23 Jul 2023Guy Pearce on Cults, The Vow, Acting, Lying and Truth.01:26:40

In this Episode: Guy Pearce talks about why he reached out to me. We had an amazing, deep, and honest conversation covering cults, groups, his fascination with The Vow, and his take on acting and being human.

Guy Pearce was born October 5, 1967 in the UK to Margaret Anne and Stuart Graham Pearce. His father was born in Auckland, New Zealand, to English and Scottish parents, while Guy's mother is English. Pearce and his family initially traveled to Australia for two years, after his father was offered the position of Chief test pilot for the Australian Government. Guy was just 3-years-old. After deciding to stay in Australia and settling in the Victorian city of Geelong, Guy's father was killed 5 years later in an aircraft test flight, leaving Guy's mother, a schoolteacher, to care for him and his older sister, Tracy.

Having little interest in subjects at school like math or science, Guy favored art, drama and music. He joined local theatre groups at a young age and appeared in such productions as "The King and I," "Fiddler on the Roof," and "The Wizard of Oz." In 1985, just two days after his final high school exam, Guy started a four-year stint as "Mike Young" on the popular Aussie soap Neighbours (1985). At age 20, Guy appeared in his first film, Heaven Tonight (1989), then, after a string of appearances in film, television and on the stage, he won the role of an outrageous drag queen in The Adventures of Priscilla, Queen of the Desert (1994).

He has amazed film critics and audiences, alike, with his magnificent performances in L.A. Confidential (1997), Memento (2000), The Proposition (2005), Factory Girl (2006), The Hurt Locker (2008), The King's Speech (2010) and the HBO mini-series, Mildred Pierce (2011). Next to acting, Guy has had a life-long passion for music and songwriting.

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06 Aug 2023Prickly People!00:28:10

In this Episode: Ever been around someone who seems to correct or criticize everything you do? Do you have that person in your life that you feel you need to be really careful around? As though there are land mines everywhere. You have to tip-toe very carefully through their rules and regulations. They live with an ideology in their head that can become authoritarian in its intolerance.

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20 Aug 2023Tom Cruise, Oblivion & the NXIVM 900:32:52

SPOILER ALERT: I will be giving away major plot points of the movie 'Oblivion'.

In this Episode: Tom Cruise plays Jack Harper in this 2013 sci-fi movie directed by Joseph Kosinski. The irony of Tom Cruise playing a character who wakes up inside an AI cult and then helps take it down. The NXIVM 9 were like the 'Scavs' Jack thinks are the enemy.

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23 Sep 2023An answer at any cost! (Y+R=A)00:20:22

In this Episode: 

- Cognitive Dissonance.
- The scientific method vs. a deeply vested need for a particular answer. 
- A simple formula to understand why many deny obvious evidence right in front of them! 
- Turning RED flags Pink.

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18 Nov 2023Hatred as a Path to Enlightenment00:18:24

In this Episode: Self-hatred as a misguided attempt towards enlightenment. The polarization between the body and the spirit in spiritual groups and teachings.

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01 Dec 2023Narcissistic Triangulation00:26:43

In this episode: NXIVM, Gladiators, CIA, Tin Foil, Public Relations, and taking down the little runt.
 
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09 Dec 2023A Soldier's Story00:17:22


RECLAMATION COURSE

In this episode: 

  • Who are you being told to hate? 
  • World Triangulation 
  • Glorification of War 
  • A Soldier's Story
  • Moral Injury
  • Talking to a soldier I was supposed to kill


German WWI veteran describes killing a French soldier in a bayonet charge From @bullfrogboss8008

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Music: Origins by Daniel Deuschle

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09 Jan 2024The slippery slope of Ideology (Part 1)00:31:37

In this Episode:

  • Key moments that opened my eyes to NXIVM. 
  • Cult leaders seem to be cut from the same cloth because they have the same pathology.  
  • Thoughts on my social media posts. 
  • Some people want me to vilify specific political groups. Why I won't. 
  • Patterns are everything.
  • The slippery slope of ideological trenches.

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20 Diversion tactics highly manipulative Narcissists Sociopaths and Psychopaths use to silence you. ~ Shahida Arabi
https://thoughtcatalog.com/shahida-arabi/2016/06/20-diversion-tactics-highly-manipulative-narcissists-sociopaths-and-psychopaths-use-to-silence-you/

Dr. Christine Louis De Cannonville
https://narcissisticbehavior.net/about-me/

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19 Jan 2024The Antidote (slippery slope of Ideology Part 2)00:18:29

This is a follow-up to the previous episode "The Slippery Slope of Ideology"

- Reading listeners' answers to the question: "What is the antidote to the information control that inflames the US and THEM-ing?"
- Talking to Rick Ross after leaving NXIVM
- The Socratic Method
- One possible ANTIDOTE
- There are more than TWO choices
Andrew Gold - Heretics

Richard Grannon

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23 Jan 2024Diane Bell - Sundance Award Winning Director & Dream Whisperer01:14:15

In this episode:

I share with Diane Bell, Sundance Award- Winning Director how she helped me regain my hope and creative fire after the NXIVM debacle.

https://www.dianebell.com/
https://www.instagram.com/aimfromtheheart1/
https://www.instagram.com/shootfromtheheart1/

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17 Feb 2024Lucy Walsh - I ESCAPED!01:11:42

In this episode:

I speak with actress, writer, producer, classical pianist, singer, and songwriter, Lucy Walsh. We discuss her new book 'Remember Me As Human', her crazy life as the daughter of Joe Walsh (The Eagles), and her escape from what she calls a high-control group in the heart of Hollywood. 

https://www.instagram.com/thelucywalsh/

https://www.hollywoodreporter.com/business/business-news/acting-coach-gloria-gifford-accusations-toxic-conservatory-1235152816/

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08 Mar 2024Deception, Media & Betrayal - with Sarma of “BAD VEGAN”01:28:47

NARCISSISTIC CULTS DECODED
https://www.richardgrannon.com/narcissistic-cults-decoded-course

In this episode: Sarma Melngailis goes deep with me on the deception she experienced with con-man ‘Mr. Fox’, what people don't understand about coercive control, the problems with media, and her healing journey.

“If I’d had any involvement in her case, she never would have gone to jail.” - Evan Stark,  sociologist, forensic social worker, author 'Coercive Control: The Entrapment of Women in Personal Life'

https://www.sarmaraw.com/writing/2022/3/27/dear-mr-fox

https://www.sarmaraw.com/writing/2022/4/5/bad-vegan-is-not-a-documentary

Perpetual Pup | "Not All Dogs Have To Go To Heaven"
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21 Mar 2024Religion: Heaven or Hell?00:33:28

DECODING CULTS & NARCISSISTS
https://www.richardgrannon.com/narcissistic-cults-decoded-course

In this episode: I wandered into a Cathedral in Lisbon and asked a question on social media:
"Taking a Sunday trip down memory lane. I have so many complex thoughts and feelings in cathedrals like this. A mixture of awe, sadness and outrage. Perhaps it’s worth a podcast episode. How do you feel in spaces like this?"

I got thoughtful and emotional responses and wanted to record my feelings and thoughts.

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29 Mar 2024'Unto Dust' - A South African Story00:26:00

In this episode: I tell a story written by Herman Charles Bosman about an unfortunate incident between a black African warrior and a white Afrikaans soldier. 
Vuzamazulu Credo Mutwa
Herman Charles Bosman
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Kaffir_(racial_term)

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09 Apr 2024Brave Expression in the Age of Intolerance with Africa Brooke01:51:52

AFRICA BROOKE

Preorder Africa's Book:
The Third Perspective: Brave Expression in The Age of Intolerance (out May 2024)

An open letter: why I'm leaving the cult of wokeness by Africa Brooke

Course with Richard Grannon
DECODING CULTS & NARCISSISTS

Other Podcasts with Africa
Triggernometry - They've Weaponised Guilt and Shame

Mikhaila Peterson Podcast - A Change of Heart Towards Jordan

Diary of a CEO - Victimhood & Self-sabotage Is Destroying The World

This conversation between Mark Vicente and Africa Brooke explores the themes of conformity, cult tactics, and the importance of individual values. Africa shares her experiences growing up in Zimbabwe and the impact of her ancestors' fight for freedom. They discuss the concept of the maverick mindset, which involves being an independent thinker and going against the grain. Africa emphasizes the need to focus on both the inner mob (self-censorship) and the external mob (societal pressure) in order to navigate expression and stand up for what is true. The conversation highlights the power of laughter and the importance of friendship and connection. Africa shares her experiences of growing up in an abusive household and the impact it had on her self-censorship and behavior. She describes the constant unpredictability and shifting dynamics in her father's behavior, which led to her developing a pattern of self-sabotage and addiction. Africa reflects on the duality of her childhood, with moments of joy and escape outside the home contrasting with the darkness within. She discusses her journey to sobriety and the realization that she was more comfortable in chaos than in stability. Africa also touches on her decision to leave the 'cult of wokeness' and the parallels between her experiences of addiction and the need for validation in the social justice movement. In this part of the conversation, Africa and Mark discuss the challenges of being labeled as an activist and the pressure to conform to certain ideologies. Africa shares her experience of being labeled as an activist and how it led to a focus on race and identity. She also discusses the dangers of cancel culture and the pressure to conform to certain beliefs. Mark and Africa explore the concept of self-censorship and the inner mob in our minds that prevents us from expressing ourselves authentically. They emphasize the importance of self-reflection and self-awareness in communication.

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19 Apr 2024Art as Medicine with filmmaker Lubomir Arsov01:16:26

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Beyond The Self with Africa Brooke - releasing cult-like thinking & rigid identities - with Mark Vicente

The conversation between Mark Vicente and Lubomir explores the creative process, the power of visual storytelling, and the challenges of staying true to one's artistic vision. They discuss the importance of depth and emotional resonance in art, as well as the resistance and criticism that often arise when pushing boundaries. The conversation also touches on the themes of truth, personal growth, and the struggle to break free from societal norms. Overall, the discussion highlights the transformative power of art and the courage required to create meaningful work. In this conversation, Mark Vicente and Lubomir discuss the themes and messages in Lubomir's film 'Kingdom'. They explore the concepts of freedom, redemption, and the power of the individual to break free from oppressive systems. They also discuss the role of art in inspiring and empowering people. The film is praised for its visceral and emotional impact, and the audience feedback has been positive. Lubomir shares his thoughts on the importance of imagination and the potential for redemption in even the most damaged individuals. They also discuss the intellectual and emotional responses to the film and the power of visual storytelling.

00:00 Introduction
07:39 The Frustration of Finding Projects that Match Values
16:15 The Emotional Connection in Filmmaking
33:41 The Personal and Collective Resistance to Truth
41:51 The Challenge of Portraying the Transcendent
53:24 The Battle of Coercion and Oppression
01:05:29 The Potential Impact and Future Projects

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04 May 2024NXIVM's War Against Hate00:36:50
31 May 2024BRAINWASHED! - with Behavioural Scientist and Author Patrick Fagan01:06:51

In this Episode: Author, Lecturer & Behavioural Scientist Patrick Fagan and I delve into the topics of brainwashing, propaganda, manipulation, and the impact of psychological tactics on behaviour. We explore the influence of communication, media, and societal forces on individuals, as well as the role of trauma and vulnerability in susceptibility to manipulation. The discussion also touches on the concept of the 'blip' and its role in creating vulnerability, as well as the use of psychological tactics in intelligence and political agendas. We also cover the manipulation techniques used in propaganda, brainwashing, and influence and explore the impact of cognitive biases, the power of visual imagery, and the illusion of control. Finally, we talk about immunity from manipulation and the internal journey of self-awareness and humility.

FREE YOUR MIND: The new world of manipulation and how to resist it.
Written by Laura Dodsworth & Patrick Fagan

Laura is an Author, Journalist and Photographer.

Patrick is a Behavioural Scientist, Author & Lecturer

Weaponizing Filmmaking

GHOSTS IN THE MACHINE 1

GHOSTS IN THE MACHINE 2

Chapters
00:00 The Influence of Brainwashing and Propaganda
19:28 The Vulnerability of the 'Blip'
21:18 Psychological Tactics and Manipulation
28:01 Intelligence, Politics, and Psychological Influence
33:19 Unraveling Manipulation Techniques
42:15 The Power of Visual Imagery
47:30 The Illusion of Control and Cognitive Biases
59:39 Developing Immunity from Manipulation
01:03:22 The Journey of Self-Awareness and Humility

brainwashing, propaganda, manipulation, psychological tactics, communication, media, societal influence, trauma, vulnerability, blip, psychological resistance, intelligence, political agendas, propaganda, brainwashing, cognitive biases, visual imagery, illusion of control, immunity, self-awareness, humility

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23 Jun 2024Why We Follow Psychopaths? with Professor of Evolutionary Psychology, Edward Dutton01:01:07

In this episode: A conversation with Professor of Evolutionary Psychology, Edward Dutton. We cover a wide range of topics, including the seminar on Narcissistic Psychopathy we just completed, the background of Professor Dutton, discussions on autism, the concept of heresy, controversial views, the adaptive nature of religion, and the influence of intelligence on manipulation and societal dynamics. The conversation delves into the societal shift towards dogma, the psychology of giving power to psychopathic leaders, and the departure from scientific reality. It explores the evolutionary basis for group behaviour, the impact of belief in lies on mental health, and the historical patterns of societal dogmas. We also touch on the association between traditional religiousness and mental health, as well as the impact of conformity to current beliefs on anxiety.

Professor of Evolutionary Psychology, Edward Dutton.
https://edwarddutton.com/

Chapters
00:00 Introduction and the Narcissistic Psychopathy Seminar
04:17 Understanding Autism and the Concept of Heresy
12:52 Controversial Views and Their Impact on Societal Discourse
25:05 Intelligence, Manipulation, and Societal Dynamics
31:38 The Societal Shift Towards Dogma
35:29 The Evolutionary Basis for Group Behaviour
38:47 The Impact of Belief in Lies on Mental Health
52:46 Understanding the Psychology of Giving Power to Psychopathic Leaders
57:14 The Departure from Scientific Reality

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07 Jun 2024The Goodness Trap00:28:17

In this episode: I discuss the concept of the goodness trap, where people become so attached to the idea of being good that they ignore or justify bad behavior. I explore how this trap can be seen in various contexts, such as political extremism, cults, and the protection of institutions. I also highlight the danger of virtue signaling and the need for individuals to critically examine their own ideological teams and actions. I encourage listeners to engage in nuance and self-reflection rather than simply pointing out the flaws in others.

00:00 Introduction and the Viral John Cleese Reel
03:19 Us vs. Them Mentality
08:05 The Dilemma of Protecting Institutions
14:06 Virtue Signaling and the Protection of Children
23:46 The Danger of Pretending to Be Good
26:39 Examining Our Own Teams and Engaging in Nuance

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14 Jun 2024STAY DAMAGED with comedian Rob Van Vuuren (aka Namaste Bae)01:04:32

In this episode: I interview Rob van Vuuren, a comedian and actor known for his character Namaste Bae. We discuss the origins of the character, the comedy scene in South Africa, and the dangers of certainty and cult-like behavior. Rob shares how he uses comedy to process the absurdity and insanity of everyday life. We also touch on the global appeal of alternative healing and the importance of vulnerability in comedy. Rob discusses his experiences as an artist and comedian, particularly in relation to his character Namaste Bae. He talks about the challenges of creating content and the interesting questions that arise about how people perceive his character. He also discusses the cathartic nature of comedy and the importance of empathy in connecting with audiences.
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After wildly successful national and international tours and winning the Gold Standard Bank Ovation Award at the National Arts Festival 2023, Namaste Bae: Blessings and Kombucha is back. A healing ceremony unlike any you’ve ever experienced brought to you by the new age satirical guru taking social media by storm. Some say he was born with a bottle of kombucha in one hand and a yoga mat in the other during a Vedic Shadow Planet eclipse. Some say he takes all the psychedelics so you don’t have to. Some say he is still looking for a ticket to Burning Man. Whatever they say, Namaste Bae is the guru you both need and deserve. A self proclaimed oracle of the Mother Scoby, Namaste Bae will help you find yourself inside yourself and with the power of comedic catharsis he will help you give birth to a better version of yourself. Namaste Bae is the globally viral brainchild of multi-award winning South African comedian and actor Rob van Vuuren, and will provide you with a night of healing hilarity and titillating transcendence you won’t forget!

Chapters
00:00 Namaste Bae tries to connect with Mark
03:18 The Origins of Namaste Bae
08:02 Comedy and Insanity in South Africa 
12:45 The Global Appeal and Pitfalls of Alternative Healing
13:44 Embracing Uncertainty and Fallibility
15:10 The Role of Comedy in South Africa
25:13 Finding Clarity and Responding vs Reacting 
28:55 Navigating the Seduction of Fame and Power
32:06 Controlling the Narrative and Assumptions
32:58 The Cathartic Power of Comedy
44:35 Challenging Perceptions through Comedy
52:53 The Fulfillment of the Artistic Journey
59:37 Releasing the Pressure through Comedy
01:01:03 Navigating a Confusing and Polarized World
01:04:09 Staying Curious and Finding Fulfillment as an Artist

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30 Jun 2024Narcissistic Psychopaths are Molding our Society w/ Richard Grannon01:03:59

In this Episode: I chat with Richard Grannon about the concept of narcissistic psychopathy and its impact on power structures and society. He delves into the characteristics of narcissistic psychopaths, their delusional and power-hungry nature, and their ability to manipulate and control others. The discussion highlights the dangers of narcissistic psychopathy becoming the dominant influence in societal structures and the need for cynicism and resistance. It also touches on the role of fantasy and ideology in shaping society, using examples like Facebook as a platform influenced by the owner's pathology. The conversation emphasizes the need for systemic collapse and rebirth to address the pervasive influence of narcissistic psychopathy. We discuss the dynamics of being internalized by a cult leader and becoming a part of their system. Richard explains how individuals in a cult become mini-me’s, adopting the fragility, hypersensitivity, and narcissistic traits of the leader. We also get into the division and the manipulation of dividing lines by those in power. Richard emphasizes that the true dividing line in humanity is between humans and psychopaths, and that everything else is a distraction. He also discusses the creation of frames of reference by those in power and the limitations of our freedoms within those frames. We conclude our chat by exploring the idea of controlling our own fantasies and choosing healthier ones to navigate the abusive relationship with our culture.

https://www.richardgrannon.com/

https://members.richardgrannon.com/narcissistic-cults-decoded-course

Chapters
00:00 Introduction and Background
02:34 Defining Narcissistic Psychopathy
06:00 The Will and Intentionality in Society
08:25 The Risks and Consequences of Seeking Power
12:23 The Importance of Cynicism and Resistance
16:13 Fantasy and Ideology in Shaping Society
17:33 The Need for Systemic Collapse and Rebirth
36:19 The True Dividing Line in Humanity 
44:26 Manipulation of Frames of Reference
54:21 Terrifying Choices: Control or Free Fall
01:02:34 Controlling Our Own Fantasies

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07 Jul 2024From the Mormon Church to the Cult of Hollywood w/ Adam G. Simon01:56:28

In this episode: I talk to Adam G. Simon, a screenwriter, producer, and actor. We discuss Adam's background as a bodyguard and close protection specialist, his experiences in the Mormon Church, and his journey of leaving the church. We also touch on the investigations department within the church and the control it exerts over its members. 

We explore themes of abuse, manipulation, and the fear of leaving a religious community. Adam discusses his journey from Mormonism to questioning and leaving the church. He talks about the indoctrination he experienced as a child and the fear-based teachings about God. 

We also explore propaganda and how it is prevalent in various aspects of society, including politics and intelligence operations. Adam emphasizes the importance of questioning and critical thinking in order to see through the lies and manipulation. He reflects on his journey as a filmmaker and the challenges he has faced in the industry. 

Adam discusses the importance of creating his own content and owning it, rather than acquiescing to the powers that be in Hollywood. He also explores the cult-like nature of the entertainment industry, highlighting the propaganda and manipulation that exists within it. 

00:00 Intro
03:11 Adam's Background as a Bodyguard and Close Protection Specialist 
13:06 The Investigations Department within the Mormon Church 
27:22 Discovering Abuse and Questioning the Church 
36:43 Leaving the Church and Facing the Consequences 
38:36 Indoctrination and Fear-based Teachings 
43:09 Questioning and Leaving the Church 
44:08 Recognizing Patterns of Propaganda 
47:30 The Power of Questioning and Critical Thinking 
52:22 Finding Truth and Authenticity 
01:19:25 Creating Your Own Content and Owning It 
01:33:20 The Cult-Like Nature of the Entertainment Industry 
01:44:12 Valuing Life and Personal Relationships 
01:50:42 Favorite Films: 'The Grey,' 'Man on Fire,' and 'Blade Runner' 

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18 Jul 2024A.I. & the Hollywood Collapse? w/ Adam G. Simon01:11:12

In this episode: I continue my discussion with Producer/Writer Adam G. Simon -  about A.I. this time. We look at the ethical implications of A.I. and the lack of regulations and ethical constraints in its development. Adam discusses the state of Hollywood, describing it as a corrupt industry driven by money and power. He explores the impact of A.I. on storytelling and expresses his worries about the loss of creativity and the homogenization of content.

We discuss Nolan A.I. - a creative tool that empowers writers and filmmakers by providing co-writing, coverage, and deliverable creation features. It focuses on the individual creator's style and ideas, rather than relying on pre-existing works. Adam asserts that this particular A.I. is designed to enhance creativity and provide objective feedback, eliminating biases and nepotism often found in the industry. It allows creators to retain control over their work and bypass traditional gatekeepers.

The goal is to put the power back in the hands of creatives and disrupt the current education and production systems. However, we always need to be mindful of the ethical use of A.I. and the potential for it to be misused by those in power.
 
Adam's Instagram
Adam's Article
NOLAN.AI

Chapters 
00:00 Intro 
02:00 The Assassination Attempt 
05:09 The Ethical Implications of AI 
12:41 The Corrupt Nature of Hollywood 
26:18 AI's Impact on Storytelling 
34:53 The Need for a Shake-Up in Hollywood 
35:20 Using AI like an Iron Man Suit 
37:36 Nolan AI's Focus on Individual Creativity 
40:59 Incredible Coverage and Feedback with Nolan AI 
53:57 Putting Power Back in the Hands of Creatives 
01:00:25 Objective Feedback and Eliminating Biases with Nolan AI 
01:06:09 Collaboration and Maintaining Origin of Ideas 

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28 Jul 2024"The Emperor's New Clothes" - RETOLD00:20:01

In this episode: I retell the story of "The Emperor's New Clothes" by Hans Christian Anderson. Drawing parallels to our modern society, I explore concepts such as cognitive dissonance, cultic behavior, gaslighting, mass delusion, and the sunk cost fallacy. There are dire consequences for speaking the truth in a society that values conformity and obedience. I question the manipulation of public opinion and the suppression of dissenting voices.

00:00 Introduction
02:27 The Emperor's New Clothes
06:19 The Emperor's Deception and the Boy's Fate
09:44 The Emperor's Procession and Public Admiration
11:12 The Boy's Truth Denial and Condemnation
13:08 Silencing Dissent and Enforced Admiration
15:10 The Manipulation of Public Opinion
17:05 The Consequences of Speaking the Truth
18:03 Questioning the Prevailing Narratives
19:01 Closing Thoughts

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Translation of Hans Christian Andersen's "Keiserens Nye Klæder" by Jean Hersholt. 

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11 Aug 2024Sex Scandal in the Gym00:13:08

In this episode: I ruminate on the lack of justice in certain situations, specifically focusing on a disturbing case involving a trainer at a gym. The trainer engages in manipulative and predatory behavior, including blackmailing clients and sharing explicit videos without consent. Despite clear crimes being committed, law enforcement has been unresponsive. Also BTW - The contrast between the trainer's charming facade and his conscienceless actions is mind-boggling.

Note: A few details have been modified (the location where it takes place) to protect victims.

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16 Aug 2024The Rage of the 'Empaths'00:26:57

The Dangers of Intolerance: Culty Behavior in Today's World

In this episode, I delve into the unsettling parallels between cult behavior and the current climate of intolerance we see online and in society. Drawing from my experiences as a whistleblower against NXIVM and my understanding of manipulative dynamics, I explore how rigid ideologies and "thought policing" mirror the very patterns of control used by cults.

Key Points Discussed:
Cults and Boundaries: How cult leaders establish unspoken rules and boundaries, making members fearful of stepping outside them.
Ethics Police: The role of "ethics police" in cults and how similar behaviors are emerging in the digital age, with individuals scrutinizing who others follow or what they say online.
Toxic Empathy: The concept of "toxic empathy," where well-meaning individuals abandon true empathy in favor of aggressively enforcing their ideological beliefs.
Labeling and Censorship: How modern-day label makers and censorship reflect cult-like mechanisms to control thought and silence dissent.
The Importance of Curiosity: Encouraging open-mindedness and empathy as antidotes to the growing societal tendency to shut down differing perspectives.

Join me as I unpack these crucial issues and encourage a more thoughtful and open approach to navigating complexity.

01:00 Recognizing the Patterns of Abuse in Cults
03:58 The Power of Label Makers in Shaping Public Opinion
09:10 The Importance of Curiosity, Open-Mindedness, and Empathy
14:49 The Dangers of Censorship and Silencing Opposing Viewpoints
19:39 Embracing Diversity of Thought

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23 Aug 2024The Socratic Method vs The Merchants of Hate w/ Richard Grannon00:52:44

In this episode: I sit down with Richard Grannon to dive deep into the power and relevance of the Socratic Method in today's polarized world. Building on themes from my previous episode "The Rage of the Empath" we explore how critical thinking, open dialogue, and intellectual humility can help us navigate complex issues and conflicting viewpoints.

Socratic Method: We unpack the ancient Greek approach to dialogue, where both parties must first fully understand each other's positions before engaging in debate. This method fosters understanding and respect, even in disagreement.
Small Life Syndrome: Richard introduces the concept of "Small Life Syndrome," where modern life, especially in the post-lockdown era, has led to an over-reliance on online interactions, shrinking our real-world experiences and making us more emotionally fragile.
Fear of Ideas: We discuss why some people are more fearful of ideas than others and how this fear can lead to censorship and the suppression of free thought.
Maturity and Conflict: We explore how those with real-world experience in conflict, particularly physical combat, often exhibit greater maturity and politeness in discussions, contrasting sharply with the immature and aggressive behavior seen online.
Modern Communication: The conversation also touches on the role of the internet in shaping our communication styles, how clickbait culture influences online behavior, and the importance of maintaining integrity and curiosity in content creation.

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Join us for this thought-provoking conversation that challenges us to think deeper about how we engage with others, both online and in the real world.

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22 Sep 2024What Keith Raniere told Alison Mack and why it's important.00:18:29

My Thoughts on Cult Mentality and Moral Dilemmas – Alison Mack, NXIVM, and Beyond

In this episode: I dive into some deep and personal reflections about the dangers of avoiding moral questions, both in cults and in society at large. Drawing from my own experiences with NXIVM, I talk about Alison Mack, her attempts to question her role, and how Keith Raniere manipulated her into silence. I also explore how this same kind of gaslighting happens beyond cults – in politics, social movements, and even everyday life, when we stay loyal to our "team" at the cost of our own moral compass. It’s about confronting the uncomfortable questions and staying curious, no matter where you find yourself.

00:00 - Intro Teaser: Are We the Baddies?
I begin with the question no one wants to ask but must: “Are we doing something wrong?” This sets the stage for a deeper look into avoiding moral questioning.

02:00 - Alison Mack’s Story
Alison Mack once questioned her role in NXIVM, but Raniere manipulated her into doubting herself, a classic gaslighting move to keep her compliant.

04:30 - Gaslighting in NXIVM
Raniere’s tactic of framing questions as selfish behavior stopped people from critically thinking about the organization and its practices.

06:15 - Cult-Like Behavior in Society
I discuss how this same tactic plays out in broader society, where groups refuse to question themselves and silence internal doubts.

08:00 - Fragmentation in Cults
I reflect on a high-ranking NXIVM member who, under years of manipulation, became disconnected from reality, but no one dared to question her.

10:00 - Blind Loyalty in Groups
I explore how group loyalty, in both cults and politics, can lead people to defend actions they would normally find immoral.

12:00 - Denial of Evil
I discuss how people deny or justify real issues, like child trafficking, simply because the "enemy" points them out.

13:45 - Defending Processed Food
I reflect on how processed food has become defended by some, not because it’s healthy, but because the opposing side says it’s bad.

15:00 - Cults and Psychosis
I emphasize the need for self-reflection to avoid falling into cult-like thinking, where group loyalty overrides personal values.

17:00 - Questioning Your Own Side
I encourage viewers to challenge their own group when wrongdoing is evident, even if it means facing backlash.

18:00 - Final Thoughts: Stay Curious
I end with a reminder to always stay curious, keep questioning, and avoid falling into blind loyalty or groupthink.

Let's keep the conversation going and strive for more meaningful exchanges.

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04 Oct 2024Captured! w/ Peter Boghossian01:12:09

In this episode: Peter Boghossian and I delve into the complexities of belief systems, the importance of open dialogue, and the role of education in shaping our understanding of the world. We discuss the challenges posed by ideological capture, the significance of epistemology, and the need for civil discourse in a polarized society. Throughout the discussion, we emphasize the importance of acknowledging mistakes, the dangers of clinging to beliefs, and the necessity of curiosity and humility in the pursuit of truth.

https://peterboghossian.com/
https://www.youtube.com/c/drpeterboghossian/videos

00:00 Introduction
02:04 Exploring Street Epistemology
04:03 The Importance of Open Dialogue
06:53 Understanding Belief Systems and Identity
10:11 The Role of Epistemology in Life
12:58 The Crisis of Legitimacy in Institutions 
15:46 The Need for Civil Discourse
19:05 The Dangers of Ideological Capture
21:54 Why People Cling to Their Beliefs
25:14 The Impact of Postmodernism
28:09 The Role of Education in Belief Formation
30:59 Resistance to Change in Beliefs
33:49 The Importance of Common Ground
36:45 The Influence of Power Dynamics
40:10 The Asymmetry of Cultural Warfare
43:00 The Challenge of Acknowledging Mistakes
45:53 The Disconnect from Reality
49:10 The Tragedy of Misguided Education
52:11 The Role of Curiosity in Understanding
55:11 The Importance of Intellectual Humility

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13 Oct 2024What the hell is 'IDEOLOGY' anyway? w/ Richard Grannon - Livestream Replay01:38:28

In this episode: Richard Grannon and I delve into the complexities of ideology, exploring its definitions, psychological impacts, and its relationship with beliefs. We discuss the nuances between having beliefs and being ideologically captured, the role of utopianism in ideology, and how these concepts relate to cult dynamics and narcissism. We also touch on the importance of developing an internal locus of control and the personal journey of understanding one's beliefs and ideologies. 

We explore the themes of ideological capture, dissociation, and the psychological dynamics of narcissism and the shame and self-betrayal experienced by individuals who have been ideologically captured, drawing parallels to cult dynamics. 

The conversation delves into the pain of existence and the struggle to confront reality without the comfort of ideology. Richard critiques the misconceptions surrounding Buddhism and emphasizes the importance of living in the present moment. We also address the role of ideology as a coping mechanism for existential angst and the dangers of losing oneself in ideological narratives. 

In our chat, we explore the complexities of human behavior, the dynamics of cults versus tribes, and the importance of compassion in social interactions. We discuss the compulsive nature of ideology, the awakening from cultural complacency, and the balance between individual agency and collective responsibility. I reflect on personal growth after leaving a cult, the dangers of ideological certainty, and Richard emphasizes the need for a nuanced understanding of political discourse.

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20 Oct 2024From Hollywood to Healing, Navigating Pain & Confronting Dark Impulses with David Sutcliffe01:25:04

Former Hollywood actor, David Sutcliffe discusses his journey of self-discovery, transitioning from acting to somatic therapy, and the struggles of authenticity and identity. He talks about the role of pain in healing, the complexities of the victim mentality, and the acceptance of both good and evil within ourselves. The conversation emphasizes the importance of emotional awareness and personal growth, highlighting the challenges and rewards of facing one's inner darkness. We delve into the complexities of human nature, exploring the darker impulses that reside within us all and the importance of acknowledging and embracing these aspects to foster personal growth and deeper connections. We discuss the challenges of masculinity in contemporary society and the need for men to find safe spaces to express their vulnerabilities. Through personal anecdotes and insights, David emphasizes the significance of authenticity, emotional intelligence, and the balance between masculine and feminine energies in navigating life.

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27 Oct 2024Using Fear to Control People.00:14:24

In this episode, I explore the concept of fear-based manipulation and control, discussing how fear and trauma have historically been used to bind individuals to leaders, ideologies, and movements. I reference key thinkers like Matthias Desmet and Hannah Arendt, providing historical examples such as the Cultural Revolution in China, Stalin's Great Purge, and the Salem witch trials. I emphasize the role of media in shaping perceptions of fear and the psychological dynamics of coercive control and trauma bonding. At the end, I offer some strategies for recognizing and resisting fear tactics.

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03 Nov 2024The Sky is Falling!!!00:24:05

In this episode: I use the comic, Asterix and Obelix as a metaphor to explore societal beliefs and the consequences of questioning established norms. I talk about how the fear of the sky falling and the invention of the 'special helmet' mirrors contemporary issues of belief and conformity. Also, we talk shit about the skydeniers and the anti-helmets.

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24 Nov 2024I dreamed I was back in the CULT!00:30:19

What happens when the subconscious drags you back into the cult you’ve left behind? In this episode, I share a vivid dream where I was back in the cult—a surreal journey that left me reflecting and exploring the parallels between my dream and the troubling patterns I see in the world today. This episode isn’t just about a dream; it’s about what the dream represents. It’s about confronting the relationships between my cult experiences and the societal “rules” that feel eerily similar, and unpacking the challenges of living authentically in a world rife with ideological capture and judgmental intolerance. 

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08 Dec 2024Yachts, Sex & NXIVM00:25:23

In this episode: How my film, "What the Bleep Do We Know?!" led to a weird encounter with a clinical psychologist on a yacht. My eventual induction into NXIVM and my confusion about Keith Raniere's 'Sex Den'. I talk about death anxiety, power dynamics, and the behavior of leaders who claim to have achieved a higher state of consciousness yet engage in questionable practices. 

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22 Dec 2024What is CONSENT? Does Yes mean YES?01:09:02

In this episode:  I talk to two incredible women who are leading the charge to redefine how we think about and legislate consent—Joyce Short and Nina Lucas of the Consent Awareness Network, or CAN. 

If Joyce Short gets her way, both “Yes Means Yes” and “No Means No” will be stricken from our laws. She is a sexual assault survivor and the author of 4 books that can turn our human right to consent into a civil right backed by law. 

She is the founder and Chief Executive of the Consent Awareness Network and a TEDx Talk Presenter. She has been an expert witness and the architect of several legislative bills that can radically change how our justice system deals with consent. 

Joyce has been featured on Nightline, CBS News, BuzzFeed, Inside Edition, the NY Times, and more, and she’s been quoted in books and journals, including “The Moment” by Andrea Constand, and has been honored as a 'Woman of Distinction" by the NY State Assembly. 

Nina Lucas serves as Chief of Staff and a Consent Outreach Ambassador for the Consent Awareness Network (CAN). She is also an activist with Never Alone Advocacy, founded to fight back against abuse of power in the military. As a classically trained singer, Nina's secret superpower is opera and she is dedicated to applying her robust voice to inform, educate and empower however she can in all efforts to #CodifyConsent 

WEBSITE: www.consentawareness.net 

Joyce's TEDx TALK: https://bit.ly/DefineConsent 

Joyce's Book: Your Consent: The Key to Conquering Sexual Assault (revised edition): bit.ly/ConsentRevised 

ACTION ITEM - SIGN THE PETITION: http://bit.ly/BillPetition 

DONATE: https://consentawareness.net/donate/ 

OTHER CULT/CONSENT podcast appearances: 

A Little Bit Culty 

Something Was Wrong 

CONTACT US: bit.ly/ConsentAmbassador 

#FGKIA - freely given, knowledgeable informed agreement (by a person with the capacity to reason) 

#CodifyConsent 

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27 Dec 2024Hiding the Truth: How Suppression Fractures Us!00:26:56

In this episode: I explore the concept of suppression and how it affects us personally, in families, and on a societal scale. We explore how suppressing ideas, emotions, and beliefs can lead to fragmentation and toxicity. Drawing from personal insights, psychological observations, and real-world examples, I discuss the dangers of censorship, fear-based control, and the societal consequences of suppressing inconvenient truths.

  • Suppression and censorship in personal, family, and societal contexts.
  • Narcissists, dissociation, and how suppression starts from childhood trauma.
  • The psychological impact of suppressing emotions and ideas, and how therapy aims to reclaim lost parts of ourselves.
  • How patriarchs or matriarchs suppress ideas within families to enforce control and perfection, leading to unhealthy dynamics.
  • The parallels between family suppression and societal censorship, and the false belief that silencing ideas makes them disappear.
  • Exploring how suppressed emotions and ideas fester, eventually leading to toxicity or explosive outbursts.
  • The societal obsession with censoring ideas, and the dangers of labeling opposing views as "misinformation" or "disinformation."
  • An examination of how corporations influence media narratives and the rise of propaganda.
  • Historical examples of suppressed voices, the consequences of deplatforming, and the need to question official narratives.
  • How suppressed societies eventually reach a breaking point, leading to revolts mislabeled as misinformation or conspiracy.
  • A touching story of how unburdening suppressed emotions brought freedom to a dying friend.
  • My thoughts on the societal revolt against censorship, suppression, and the control of narratives.
  • A final reflection on the dangers of hiding truths and the importance of pushing against sacred cows in pursuit of authenticity.

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26 Jan 2025Inside the Mind of a Narcissist with Dr. Jaime Zuckerman01:05:23

In this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I sit down with Dr. Jaime Zuckerman, a licensed clinical psychologist and national expert in narcissistic abuse. We dive deep into the insidious nature of narcissistic relationships, the misconceptions surrounding narcissism, and what makes narcissistic abuse so earth-shattering for its victims. Dr. Z shares her insights on how to heal from narcissistic abuse, the playbook of narcissists, and the emotional toll these relationships take. This is a powerful, eye-opening conversation for anyone seeking to understand narcissism and its impact on relationships and mental health.

https://www.drjaimezuckerman.com/

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02 Feb 2025I Got Infected!00:21:32

In this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I explore the concept of ideological infection—the psychological trap where we become so emotionally attached to our beliefs, movements, or public figures that any challenge to them feels like a personal attack.

I break down why this happens, from cognitive biases like confirmation bias and motivated reasoning to the fight-or-flight response triggered when our worldview is questioned. I also dive into the five steps to break free from ideological capture and how to retrain our thinking to be more open, thoughtful, and independent.

This is a deep dive into how dogma, tribalism, and media manipulation shape our beliefs—and how we can resist falling into the trap.

Breaking Free: Five Steps to Escape Ideological Capture
Step 1: Recognize Emotional Triggers
Step 2: Engage With Opposing Ideas
Step 3: Adopt a Mindset of Inquiry
Step 4: Detach Identity From Beliefs
Step 5: Understand Your Brain’s Biases
Bonus Tip: Turn Off the News

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16 Feb 2025The Communal Narcissist (The Cloak of Virtue)00:40:02

In this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I dive deep into Communal Narcissism—the most deceptive and dangerous form of narcissism. Unlike grandiose or covert narcissists, communal narcissists hide behind morality, altruism, and social justice, using a façade of selflessness to manipulate and control.

I break down:

  • The three faces of narcissism: Grandiose, Covert, and Communal
  • Why communal narcissists thrive in cults, religions, charities, and politics
  • How they manipulate people’s need for goodness
  • The psychological tricks they use to control movements and silence dissent
  • How to spot and break free from communal narcissism

If you’ve ever wondered why certain leaders, gurus, and influencers seem "too good to be true," this episode exposes the dark truth behind their carefully curated masks.

The ‘God’ Who Carries Around Some Dangerous Demons
https://www.latimes.com/archives/la-xpm-2004-oct-04-oe-ehrenfeld4-story.html

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23 Feb 2025The Female Narcissist w/ Coach Liliya Labonte01:12:56

In this eye-opening episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I sit down with Coach Liliya Labonte, a specialist in narcissistic abuse and healing, to uncover a rarely discussed topic: the female narcissist. Unlike their male counterparts, female narcissists operate in uniquely insidious ways, leaving many victims questioning their reality.

Together, we explore:
✔️ The key differences between male and female narcissists
✔️ The subtle (and not-so-subtle) signs to watch for
✔️ How to protect yourself and begin the healing process

🚨 Warning: This conversation delves into emotional abuse and manipulation. Proceed with care.

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16 Mar 2025Say Everything or Say Nothing? The Dilemma of Free Expression w/ Africa Brooke01:09:11

In this deeply insightful and unfiltered conversation, I speak with return guest Africa Brooke. Africa is a writer, speaker, and thought leader known for her work on self-censorship, self-sabotage, and personal transformation. The discussion explores the tension between speaking one’s truth and navigating societal pressures, tribalism, and ideological conformity. Africa and I challenge listeners to reflect on their beliefs, fears, and the cost of authenticity in today’s world. This episode is a must-listen for anyone grappling with the tension between personal expression and societal expectations. If you've ever felt stifled, censored, or conflicted about speaking your truth, this conversation will give you the tools and reflections to navigate it with greater confidence.

Previous WTF podcast episode with Africa: Brave Expression in the Age of Intolerance

My appearance on Africa's podcast "Beyond the Self" Releasing Cult Like thinking & Rigid Identities w/ Mark Vicente

https://africabrooke.com/

Africa's Book: The Third Perspective: Brave Expression in The Age of Intolerance

An open letter: why I'm leaving the cult of wokeness by Africa Brooke

Key Topics Discussed

  • The Power & Cost of Speaking Out
    • Mark shares his journey as a whistleblower and observer of cult-like behaviors across societal structures.
    • Africa discusses self-censorship and how people suppress their true thoughts out of fear of social rejection.
  • Navigating Identity & Ideological Tribes
    • Why people are pressured to "pick a side" and the dangers of binary thinking.
    • Africa’s perspective on her book The Third Perspective: Brave Expression in the Age of Intolerance and the importance of embracing nuance.
  • Personal Freedom vs. Social Acceptance
    • Mark explores his past struggles with needing external validation for his beliefs.
    • How childhood experiences shape our willingness to express ourselves fully.
  • The Role of Specificity in Truth-Telling
    • The challenge of being specific in criticism without triggering ideological resistance.
    • Discussing controversial figures and how society justifies actions based on perceived "good vs. evil" narratives.
  • Tribalism & Cognitive Dissonance
    • Why humans instinctively form groups and resist opposing viewpoints.
    • How past societal and political manipulations have exploited this human tendency.

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23 Mar 2025Dignity, Trauma, Google Gods, Archeology and ‘Truth’ in a MAD World00:30:18

In this solo episode, filmmaker and truth-seeker Mark Vicente shares what’s been stirring in his mind—from the deeply personal to the culturally explosive.

He starts with an exploration of dignity—what it is, why it matters, and how it’s the missing ingredient in many conversations about boundaries and self-respect. Through stories and personal insight, he dives into the internal work required to reclaim one’s worth, especially after experiences of coercive control, narcissistic abuse, or cult entanglement.

Mark also challenges the idea that we can simply "move on" from trauma. Drawing from his conversations with cult survivors, he shares why unprocessed pain never truly stays buried—and how it inevitably seeps into our relationships, our bodies, and our choices if left unhealed.

Then things take a turn: he unpacks recent archaeological discoveries beneath the Pyramid of Khafre using SAR (Synthetic Aperture Radar) scans—findings that seem to confirm the theories long ridiculed as "conspiracies." He calls out the mainstream resistance to new truths, especially when they disrupt long-held narratives.

This leads into a passionate reflection on shadowbanning, censorship, and algorithmic suppression—including what appears to be a deliberate silencing of a previous podcast episode featuring a Black female guest whose voice, ironically, challenges the very systems that claim to protect marginalized voices.

Lastly, Mark questions what we even mean when we say “the world.” Is it the real world—or the carefully filtered version we’ve been fed through screens, algorithms, and corporate media?

This episode is messy, real, and deeply human. It’s not about having answers—it’s about asking better questions.

If you’ve ever felt like the world’s gone mad, this one’s for you.

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28 Mar 2025The Hidden Dangers of High-Functioning Predators w/ Dr. Karen Mitchell01:17:49

In this powerful and revealing episode, filmmaker Mark Vicente sits down with Dr. Karen Mitchell, founder of the Kalmor Institute and the author of one of the most groundbreaking PhD theses ever written on dark personalities.

https://kalmor.com.au/
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Karen shares the results of decades of research and direct experience, unveiling a chilling but deeply important truth: narcissists, psychopaths, Machiavellians, cult leaders, toxic executives, and coercive controllers may all be subsets of one single high-level predator—what she calls the Persistent Predatory Personality (PPP).

Together, Mark and Karen explore:
- How these individuals operate in corporate, medical, religious, and legal systems
- Why many are high-functioning, charming, and completely hidden
- How academia and the justice system often enable or overlook this abuse
- Why “the mask” of empathy is often just a calculated act
- The emotional, mental, and reputational devastation experienced by targets
- Red flags to look out for—and why reporting often makes things worse before it gets better
- The tragic impact on children, families, and even democracy

This is not just a conversation about abuse. It’s a call to wake up to the patterns, the tactics, and the systems that allow this behavior to thrive. If you’ve ever dealt with narcissistic abuse, manipulation, or invisible harm—this episode is essential.

Key Topics:
- The truth behind the “Dark Triad” and the “Dark Tetrad”
- Why most research has been looking in the wrong place
- The danger of self-reporting studies when studying liars
- Coercive control: from domestic violence to cult dynamics
- Why dark personalities are attracted to power, law, medicine, and even charity work
- The difference between true predators and trauma survivors who mimic similar behaviors
- Why our society is desperately under-equipped to deal with these people

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06 Apr 2025Escaping the Lie: The Cost of Pretending Everything’s Fine w/ Josh Connolly01:26:11

What happens when truth becomes your only option for survival?

In this unfiltered, emotionally honest conversation, filmmaker and whistleblower Mark Vicente sits down with Josh Connolly—a resilience coach and breathwork facilitator who’s spent over a decade helping people reconnect with their inner truth after trauma. Josh talks about growing up in a dysfunctional home, breaking out of addictive roles, and how society at large mirrors the same toxic family dynamics we try to escape.

They also dig into:
 • How addiction isn’t just about substances, but about escaping ourselves
 • The lie of spiritual bypassing and “you chose this” narratives
 • Why the ones telling the truth are often scapegoated
 • Building community without falling into cult dynamics
 • Rage, sadness, inner child work, and the daily choice to stay alive

If you’ve ever questioned your reality—or been told you’re “too sensitive”—this one’s for you.

📚 Josh’s Book:
It’s Them, Not You – How to Break Free from Toxic Parents and Reclaim Your Story
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13 Apr 2025The Cult of Weaponized Introspection00:26:35

In this expletive laden and unfiltered solo episode, Mark Vicente dives deep into the subtle, insidious ways abusive individuals and systems exploit our longing to grow, reflect, and “be better.” He explores the psychological unraveling that happens when introspection is hijacked to suppress personal agency.

Drawing from his lived experience in NXIVM, Mark unpacks how coercive groups often encourage relentless self-examination not to empower, but to disable. The more you question yourself, the less you question them. He shares how terms like “narcissism on a spectrum” and “interdependence” are weaponized to gaslight dissent and justify control—especially over sensitive, self-aware individuals.

The episode also takes aim at the modern digital landscape, where platforms like YouTube reward hysteria, obedience, and superficiality while shadowbanning nuanced, divergent voices. Mark wrestles with a painful dilemma: should he tailor his messaging to appease the algorithm gods—or remain steadfastly authentic and risk invisibility?

This is a reflection on the price of truth, the cost of being “too sensitive,” and the mind games that keep good people doubting themselves while abusers thrive.

Themes Explored:

 • Weaponized introspection & the psychology of disempowerment
 • Narcissistic abuse vs. healthy self-assertion
 • False narratives around “everyone’s a narcissist”
 • Coercive control in high-control groups
 • The trap of endless personal responsibility
 • Digital censorship, shadow-banning & algorithmic obedience
 • The tension between authenticity and visibility in online spaces

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