The Deep by Zoe Marshall (Zoe Marshall)
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| 24 May 2021 | Men's Medicine - Second Dose | 00:29:52 | |
Today we have a special episode- a friend of the family shares his story of mental illness, rock bottom and suicide. I met Fatz when I started dating my husband. He was a fellow footy player who had just returned to Sydney after an incident had occurred in the UK. I didn’t know exactly what happened back then but I knew his close circle was really worried. It was serious. Today Fatz talks about where his mental illness started, how he spiralled and at what cost. Content warning: this episode discusses: suicide, drug abuse and sexual abuse. Help services can be found below:
For more info on Men's Medicine check out @the_space_hq on Instagram. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 13 Jun 2022 | The Sex Addict's Partner | 00:45:22 | |
Today's episode is one of the most disturbing I've ever recorded. Darcy was in a relationship with a sex addict. But it's more than that. His fantasies became wildly depraved and non-consensual. Some of Darcy's story was just too horrific to put on the deep. There is an uncut version. For those who want to hear it, the full unedited story is available now on The Deeper subscription at apple.co/thedeep. Content warning: This episode describes rape and sexual violence in graphic detail, as well as domestic violence and coercive control. For support please contact 1800RESPECT the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 31 May 2021 | The Betrayed | 01:06:52 | |
What would you do if you were pregnant, had a 2 year old son and found out the love of your life was leaving you for someone they met at the gym? How would you deal with the betrayal? Would it make you crazy? Would you do things you regret? Would you take them back? This is a wild story of infidelity, forgiveness and redemption. Follow Jaclyn on Instagram @forthewildfemme. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 15 Jun 2020 | The Trauma Cleaner Part 1 | 00:30:46 | |
Sandra is like a cat that has nine lives. There are so many chapters of this story we had to share it over two episodes. Sandra grew up as Peter and through his life he was many things: He became a father, a husband, a woman, a drag artist, a prostitute, a drug addict, a law abiding citizen, a married woman, one of Melbourne's high society, a business owner, a widow and a trauma cleaner. As you can imagine this is a hell of a ride. It is a story that has a lot of explicit and adult content. It is almost unbelievable that one person can fit so much into one lifetime but she did and it's fascinating. Content warning: this episode deals with prostitution, drugs and abuse. If you are suffering or are triggered by the themes of this podcast, help services are available.
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| 29 Nov 2021 | The Gossip Guy | 00:54:59 | |
Today I speak to Jonathon Moran also known as JMo and... Australia's biggest gossip columnist. Over the years I have had my time with JMo - sometimes happy, sometimes disgruntled at the angle the stories he has written about me have taken. Today I ask him all the questions about one of the world's most controversial jobs. Who hates him, how awkward it is, does he sleep at night after writing something horrible about someone. This episode has so many levels - just like JMo. The most surprising part is who JMo is at the core. The trauma he has endured and his daily mental health battle make for another unique conversation, one you might not be expecting Content Warning: This episode discusses child sex abuse, suicide and depression, substance abuse, and rape. Help services are listed below.
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| 22 Feb 2021 | Infertility, Pregnancy Loss & Miracles | 00:46:33 | |
Infertility is one of the most challenging things a woman can go through. I’ve been there. My friend Keira and I have been friends for some time and when I became pregnant recently I was incredibly nervous to tell her. Would it change our friendship? Would she be triggered? I knew how jealous I was as friends fell pregnant around me when I was trying so hard to conceive. Keira has a tremendous story of her own, she is brutally honest about her experiences and I thought it could be helpful for other women. This is more of a conversation between two friends rather than an interview- around infertility, pregnancy loss and miracles. You can follow Keira on Instagram: @krumble Content warning: The episode discusses infertility and pregnancy loss. Support services are listed below
Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 23 Nov 2020 | The (middle of the) Human Centipede | 00:49:55 | |
Everyone has heard of the 2010 cult horror film "The Human Centipede" and if you haven't, I’m sure you are googling it now. I remember hearing how it had been banned in some countries and that people were passing out in the cinemas watching it! I was fascinated, over the years I had watched the trailer, too scared to watch the film. It’s plotline- three tourists are sewn together mouth to… end, by a mad surgeon to form one gastric system. And the tagline for the film is… "100% medically accurate!!" What would make a young woman want to star in a story like this… let’s find out! Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 26 Apr 2021 | The 14 Year Old's Daughter | 00:36:42 | |
Isla is Frankie's daughter. I wanted to speak to someone who's parent survived deep trauma. I wanted to hear what it was like to witness your mother become an addict, what impact this has on a child and who they become because of it. Content warning: this episode discusses drug abuse. If you are suffering or are triggered by the content, please contact the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline on 1800 250 015. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 20 Jun 2022 | The Crunchy Cult | 00:46:05 | |
You may have heard of crunchy mums before. A group of people who are passionate about health but it turned into something way more sinister. Laura was indoctrinated into this lifestyle and still carries the scars. This episode may trigger your beliefs about medical intervention, birth and beyond. Follow Laura on TikTok @iamlevelingup Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 30 Nov 2020 | The Mother's Mission | 00:53:32 | |
Rachael Casella is a mother, a wife, and a friend. She’s also a pioneer for parents when it comes to genetic testing for their unborn children. Rachael has lived through every parents worst nightmare. Somehow through her grief she’s managed to find purpose and fight, and has created incredible opportunity for Australians through Mackenzie's mission. Learn more about MacKenzie's Mission and follow Rachael's journey at mylifeoflove.com. Content warning: This episode depicts infant loss and grief. For support please contact Bears of Hope on 1300 11 4673 or Lifeline on 13 11 14. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 07 Dec 2020 | The Wrongfully Accused | 01:02:57 | |
Could you imagine being imprisoned for 12 years for a crime you didn't commit? How would you survive that, how would you survive solitary confinement, survive the other prisoners, survive the injustice? Today I get to speak to Raphael Rowe who did survive. In fact he has gone on to be a great journalist and the host of "Inside the worlds toughest prisons" on Netflix. Content warning: this episode references violence and suicide. If you feel triggered or need someone to talk to contact Lifeline on 13 11 14. Follow Raphael below:
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| 15 Nov 2021 | Zoe and Danae Candidly Debrief | 00:45:28 | |
This week’s episode is very different, we’ve never really done anything like this on The Deep before. Danae, my birth doula who you heard from last week, came to see me about four months after Ever’s birth. We hadn’t seen each other since and we wanted to debrief together. The conversation was so good that I just had to stop her, grab a microphone and put it between us to start recording before we continued the chat. You may notice that the audio is a bit different because we only used the one mic, but it's just a conversation not an interview and I thought it was worth sharing, so enjoy! You can find out more information and contacts details for Danae on her website www.danaebirthdoula.com.au and the birth documentary she mentioned is Birth Time www.birthtime.world Content warning: This episode discusses birth-related medical content and birth trauma Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 06 Jun 2022 | The Leukaemia Baby | 00:48:32 | |
Just before Bobby's 2nd birthday he came down with what his parent's thought was a cold. But within an hour a blood test revealed the worst possible news. He had leukaemia. Bobby's mum Ness is a warrior and one of the strongest women I know. This is her story. Follow Bobby's journey on Instagram @charlie_eddie_bobby online www.bobbyray.com.au and donate through www.gofundme.com. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 07 Mar 2022 | The Opioid Addict | 00:44:41 | |
Addiction. It's a slippery subject, one we've covered a few times here on The Deep. Today's episode is about a woman, Jess who got addicted to prescribed pills. Medication from a doctor. This is more common than we think. It's happening and it's happening to young people. Jess's story is scary, traumatic and fascinating. Content warning: This episode deals with drug addiction and rape. Resources are listed below.
The Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeper Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 23 May 2022 | The Mother Who Lost It All - Part 2 | 00:47:51 | |
This is part 2 of Nix's story. After losing her son, Nix life took a turn. Within a week she had a meth addiction and was headed towards a life of crime including being a pimp. The story gets even wilder as she finds herself in jail, and then as an unlikely social media star. Content warning: This episode discusses miscarriage and infant loss, sex work, drug and alcohol abuse, domestic violence, medical/autopsy details, suicide and extremely coarse language. Support resources are linked below.
Follow Nix on Instagram @cwknix Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 16 Aug 2021 | The Answers To Your Questions - Part 2 | 00:30:59 | |
Today’s episode is part 2 of Zoe answering your questions… and there were some great ones! She talks about what it takes to be a guest on The Deep, why we stopped recording earlier than planned and the episodes that got pulled for legal reasons. Zoe also spills on who her dream interview would be, how she copes with the uncomfortable moments with guests and shares her thoughts on whether or not she crosses a line into playing therapist. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 22 Nov 2021 | The Open Relationship | 00:55:14 | |
Do you think you could watch your lover get dolled up for an evening, putting on perfume and their sexiest undies... knowing they were about to sleep with someone else? So many of us couldn't even imagine, but many people can - and do. Being in an open relationship or living in "the lifestyle" for some is liberating and is the most loving way they know to honour their partner. Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit content. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 02 Aug 2021 | The Ally We Need | 00:53:29 | |
Tarang is a wise and fierce feminist. And yes he is also a man. A man who has endured one of the most painful things a brother ever can... his sister Nikita was murdered by her partner in the most brutal way. Her life stolen from her. Tarang's family robbed. This is a story of a man's fight for women's rights. This is where we would love all men to meet us women and Tarang is leading the way, through his grief and rage, he continues to make real impact. Content warning: This episode contains graphic depictions of violence, domestic abuse, crime/murder and explicit language. For assistance please call 1800 Respect. Follow Tarang on Instagram @tarangchawla Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 06 Jul 2020 | The Concious Sex Worker | 00:44:38 | |
I have always been fascinated with sex workers. I just hadn't been exposed to many like Indie. Indie isn't your stereotype. She is natural, freckled, curvy with no shame in showing her body hair, self harm scars, cellulite and stretch marks. She is in the industry as a business woman. Indie takes her work seriously and even further, she really wants to impact her clients for the better- she meets them without judgement and holds space for them to explore whatever tickles their fancy. Indie is wise, open and will challenge the way you see the sex industry. Please note her name has been changed for privacy reasons. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 24 Jan 2021 | Invasion Day aka Australia Day | 00:40:12 | |
The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. I grew up being taught to sing the Australian anthem with pride. To celebrate Australia Day with a bbq and drinks! But only in the past few years have I understood what Australia Day aka Invasion Day really means for our First Nations people. I’m confused how we can ignore how painful this day is for so many. I’m disappointed at how little people know or care. So I needed to dedicate an episode to this day with a brilliant woman by the name of AJ, who is passionate about deconstructing Australia Day. You can follow AJ on Instagram @8983aj and join her course by visiting aliciajohnson.podia.com. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 14 Dec 2020 | The OF Star | 00:42:18 | |
Have you heard of Only Fans? Of course you have! And if you haven’t - It’s a platform for sex workers to create their own content on their own terms, it’s kind of like an adult version of Instagram. Anyone can do it. And people will pay. A lot. I found out that some people are making millions and millions a year. I needed to speak to one of the top earners. Who is also a newbie. What it’s like to leave a straight laced job to do this work? Are there regrets, do they feel safe, what’s the weirdest things fans request? And how much money can you actually make? Content warning: This episode is very sexually explicit. You can follow Romi on Instagram @romi_chase. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 18 Apr 2022 | The Critical Thinker - Flex Mami | 00:54:47 | |
A special bonus episode with multimedia star and critical thinker Flex Mami. It’s a candid conversation between two women that will stretch the way you think about life, vulnerabilities, success and suppressed emotions. Follow Flex on Instagram @flex.mami. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by visiting zoemarshall.com/deeper. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 27 Jul 2020 | The Prison Birth | 01:00:32 | |
The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Chloe Quayle is a proud Malyangapa, Barkindji woman, a talented artist and rapper and a respected member in her community. But 3 years ago things were wildly different. Chloe had been in and out of the system since she was 14 but this time Chloe turned herself in. She was pregnant and she was going to give birth in prison. This is a brutal story of a mother's love, the day that changed it all and how she is now thriving by overcoming the hardest moments of her life. Content warning: this episode deals with drug and alcohol abuse. For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015. Please support Sisters Inside. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 09 Aug 2021 | The Answers To Your Questions - Part 1 | 00:26:49 | |
In today’s episode Zoe answers your questions, including why she doesn’t want to share more of her own story, which episode was surprisingly the hardest for her to record, why some episodes can’t go to air, one of the hardest heart-breaking things about doing The Deep, the very popular question of how we find & select guests and so much more. Zoe also talks a little about early guest Sandra Pankhurst who was a major inspiration for The Deep. Since this episode was recorded, Sandra sadly passed away. She had an incredible life and was so generous sharing her story with the world. We are very grateful we got the chance to have her in our ears as part of Season One. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 08 Nov 2021 | The Doula | 00:49:30 | |
Finally three and a half months later I got to record my birth story. I wanted to do this in the first 6 weeks, but the Universe had other plans. This is a three-part story so if you haven't listened already, go back to last week's episode and hear my husband Benji's perspective. Next week you'll hear from my doula Danae about what went down on June 15th. And today you get to hear the story of Ever's arrival from my doula Danae's perspective. I asked my friend Alison to interview us - I am so grateful for her, she has a beautiful mind and asked such beautiful questions. I hope you enjoy. You can find out more information and contacts details for Danae on her website danaebirthdoula.com.au and the info for Wotbaby is available at wotbaby.com.au. Content warning: This episode covers a graphic description of childbirth and may contain some explicit language. This episode is proudly brought to you by Biologi, head to www.biologi.com.au/shop/ to order and use discount code THEDEEP15 at checkout for 15% off. Enjoy the story of the arrival of our Ever. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 16 Mar 2022 | The Spanian - Bonus Content | 00:47:06 | |
One episode with Spanian was not enough. He also has this incredible book out- Spanian: The unfiltered hood life. And that's what this little bonus episode is about. It's an in depth look at his private life, the man behind the tough exterior. Make sure you listen to part one of this chat first because now, we're going straight to where it all started - with his mum. Content warning: this episode discusses extreme violence, drug abuse and child sexual abuse. Resources are linked below.
This episode is proudly sponsored by Her Black Book the app, for women who love to shop. Follow Spanian on Instagram @spanian.official and see his links at ffm.bio/spanian The Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeper Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 14 Mar 2022 | The Spanian | 00:53:27 | |
Spanian is an ex-career criminal, a clinically diagnosed psychopath. A drug dealing, ram raiding and stabbing kinda dude. Well he was. Now rapper and social media icon. Come with us while we explore this fascinating man. Content warning: this episode discusses extreme violence and drug abuse. For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015. This episode is proudly sponsored by Her Black Book the app, for women who love to shop. Follow Spanian on Instagram @spanian.official and see his links at ffm.bio/spanian The Deep is going Deeper. Be the first to know zoemarshall.com/deeper Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 08 Jun 2020 | The Terminal Parent | 00:45:07 | |
What would you do if you found out your life partner was doing meth, what if the lies didn't stop? What if after all that trauma and becoming a solo parent you get a terminal cancer diagnosis? No family around to help. No options. What would you do? Kate is heroic, some may even say a little mad, because Kate thinks she can beat this death sentence and she even put a timeline on it. 365 days. Is this possible? What does it entail? This is a conversation that covers trauma, how to deal with betrayal, fighting disease and the power of a mothers love. Disclaimer: this podcast is intended for entertainment purposes and to share Kate's story, not to be taken as medical advice. For medical advice consult your doctor. Find Kate: @its_not_kates_time If you want to support Kate head to @maisonandmaison and purchase a lovely item. This is how she raises money rather than a gofundme page. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 18 Jul 2022 | The Ukrainian | 00:38:35 | |
Julia is a Ukrainian woman who is living through war. She's lost everything, her home, her business, even her husband, who has decided to stay and fight. She's got an 8 year old daughter and this is her story. Please note we interviewed Julia with the assistance of an interpreter named Sasha. Content warning: This episode contains graphic descriptions of war and violence including loss of life. Support resources are linked below. Support line for ADF members and their families 1800 628 036 If you wish to financially support Julia and her mission to assist Ukrainian soldiers you can donate through Paypal using her email uvoroncova233@gmail.com. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Special thanks to Kirstyn Lewis @kirstynlewis13 Simara Zakhariia @dr_samira_zakhariia and Sasha Bilanovsky for making this episode possible. Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 18 Jul 2022 | The Son Of A Murderer - Part 1 | 00:38:18 | |
Collier was just an 11 year old boy when his father killed his mother. And Collier was not going to let him get away with it. This is part 1 of the incredible story of a newly orphaned child's relentless pursuit of justice and growing up being famous for all the wrong reasons. Content warning: This episode discusses domestic violence including murder. For assistance please contact 1800RESPECT the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 25 Jul 2022 | The Son Of A Murderer - Part 2 | 00:35:19 | |
This is part 2 of my interview with Collier - who lost everything when his father murdered his mother. Today we discuss what it's like to grow up with everyone knowing your sad story and what happens when he confronts his father in prison. Content warning: This episode discusses domestic violence including murder. For assistance please contact 1800RESPECT the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 01 Aug 2022 | Sophie Cachia Left Him For Her | 00:54:07 | |
What happens if you've got it all - husband, children, career, and then just after your second baby you meet someone of the same sex and everything you know to be true about yourself is turned on its head? This is Sophie's story and it changed the trajectory of her life. Follow Sophie on Instagram @sophiecachia_ Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits: Tash Todd-Williams, Word of Mouth Digital - Digital Strategic Partner Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 08 Aug 2022 | The Comatose | 00:36:20 | |
Last year Brie had a life threatening accident and survived but was left in a coma. Today we hear about that moment in her life, the bizarre things that happened afterwards and what it's like living with a traumatic brain injury. Content warning: This episode contains discussion of drug and alcohol abuse, domestic violence and suicide. Support resources are listed below.
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| 22 Aug 2022 | The Death Row Survivor | 00:49:57 | |
It sounds like something straight out of a movie. Ron was enjoying a road trip when out of the blue he was arrested for a murder he did not commit. And with no evidence and no trial he was put on death row. Ron never accepted his fate and eventually uncovered the truth, that this wasn't just a simple mistake. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 05 Sep 2022 | Conversion Therapy | 00:51:47 | |
Assigned male at birth, Clare's family felt the need to 'fix' her. So they sent her to conversion therapy with an unqualified religious fanatic. It was torture. You can still hear the pain in her voice. Content warning: This episode mentions suicide. For support please contact Lifeline 13 11 14 Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 12 Sep 2022 | The Cheater | 00:35:18 | |
Today we delve into the mind of a cheater, an adulterer. Danielle betrayed her husband by having an affair for 12 months. This is a surprising tale about relationships, polyamory, and perceptions. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 19 Sep 2022 | The Male Sex Abuse Survivor | 00:47:23 | |
Nathan was an 8 year old boy when he was sexually assaulted by a grown man. His story is one of abuse and betrayal. He shares it with courage and in detail. It's not suitable for little ears. Nathan's story is extremely confronting. For this reason we have chosen to censor parts of it. The full unedited interview is available to subscribers on Apple Podcasts or Acast +. Content warning: This episode contains graphic descriptions of child sexual assault, drug abuse and depression. Resources are listed below.
For more of Nathan's story read his book Toy Cars: A Memoir. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 27 Sep 2022 | BONUS: Chatting Climate Change with Sarah Wilson | 00:39:08 | |
Sarah Wilson was a huge media personality she created "I Quit Sugar book” which became a movement. She gave it all up to be a part of a greater movement. The climate crisis. This is a conversation we need to have around taking responsibility for ourselves, climate change, how scary the world really is right now and that there is something we can actually do about it. It's a bit of a departure from our usual episodes but an important one. Follow Sarah on Instagram @_sarahwilson_ and her website www.sarahwilson.com Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 10 Oct 2022 | The Home Invasion | 01:22:20 | |
A home invasion is one of the most terrifying experiences a human can endure. Someone breaking in, attempted rape, and multiple stabbings. This is Leigh’s story. Content warning: This episode discusses sexual assault, drug and alcohol abuse and disordered eating. Resources are linked below.
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| 17 Oct 2022 | The Baby Born with CMV | 00:43:58 | |
Jayne was well into her much wanted pregnancy when she discovered there was something very wrong. Something so severe that the doctors said she should have terminated. But it was now too late. This is Jayne's one of a kind experience with cytomegalovirus (CMV). Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 17 Oct 2022 | Exploring BDSM | 00:41:40 | |
Today we discuss all things BDSM. Everything you wanted to know about the kinky stuff others get up to in their bedrooms and how beginners can dabble in BDSM to spice up your life. Content warning: This episode is very sexually explicit. Follow Cindra on Instagram @cindrabanks Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 31 Oct 2022 | The Man With Endometriosis | 00:43:29 | |
Endometriosis is painful, it's debilitating, it's also thought of as a women's disease. But Cori is a man who suffers with endo. It's affected his identity and the ability to get the medical care he needs. Content warning: This episode discusses sexual assault and medical procedures. 1800RESPECT is the national sexual assault, domestic and family violence counselling service Find all of Coris links at Linktr.ee/cori5mith and donate at gofundme.com/justiceforCorisStory Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 31 Oct 2022 | The Ex Amish | 00:46:36 | |
Emma grew up in an Amish community. We discuss what her childhood was like, allegations of abuse, escaping, and how on earth she managed to adapt to modern life as an adult. Get Emma's book Runaway Amish Girl: The Great Escape. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 14 Nov 2022 | From Civilian to Celebrity with Dom from MAFS | 00:51:47 | |
You may have heard of the TV show MAFS (Married At First Sight). Last season we got to see the toxicity and the craziness of the show unravel. Two people in the middle of the drama were Dom and Olivia. I was so invested in their relationship and their dynamic and also with Dom being slut shamed on TV. I wanted to explore why you would go on a show like this, what it's like becoming an overnight celeb and how you deal with it all. Note this is not a normal Deep episode. It's more of a conversation than an interview. This is just part 1 of the conversation. There will be so much more juicy exclusive stuff coming from Dom in part 2 on The Deeper including if she's open to mediation with Olivia. Follow Dom on Instagram @domenica.calarco *** Vote for The Deep in the Australian Podcast Awards listeners choice at australianpodcastawards.com/vote *** Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 21 Nov 2022 | From Civilian to Villain with Liv from MAFS | 01:03:05 | |
Today we hear from Olivia from MAFS. We spoke to Dom and it's only reasonable to hear from Liv too, not because of "she said, she said" but because it's fascinating that people go on reality TV shows knowing there are heroes and villains and you could become either one. Liv is the villain and this is what happens; the country hates you, there's a pile on, death threats, you lose your career, your partner etc. But underneath this is a human being. We've all made mistakes so if you have a preconceived idea please leave it at the door. *** Vote for The Deep in the Australian Podcast Awards listeners choice at australianpodcastawards.com/vote *** Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 28 Nov 2022 | The Near Death Experience - Turia Pitt | 01:00:29 | |
Turia Pitt is now a motivational speaker, podcaster, mother, she has done a TED talk, and in 2011 Turia was caught in a bushfire while running an ultra marathon. 65 % of her body was burnt. I wanted to talk to her about that moment, that day, and the moments after. I've always been completely fascinated by someone that has come that close to death and survived. Follow Turia on Tik Tok: @turia_pitt and Instagram @Turiapitt and check out her podcast: Turia Pitt is Hard Work. Donate to Interplast: interplast.org.au/donate/donate-now/
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| 12 Dec 2022 | Favs From The Archives: The Trauma Cleaner Part 1 | 00:30:46 | |
I hope you enjoyed season 10 of The Deep. Just a quick note to let you know that seasons will now be 8 episodes long. But not to worry, I'm reposting some of my absolute favourite episodes, like this one, so you'll never be short of something to listen to. Sandra is like a cat that has nine lives. There are so many chapters of this story we had to share it over two episodes. Sandra grew up as Peter and through his life he was many things: He became a father, a husband, a woman, a drag artist, a prostitute, a drug addict, a law abiding citizen, a married woman, one of Melbourne's high society, a business owner, a widow and a trauma cleaner. As you can imagine this is a hell of a ride. It is a story that has a lot of explicit and adult content. It is almost unbelievable that one person can fit so much into one lifetime but she did and it's fascinating. Content warning: this episode deals with prostitution, drugs and abuse. If you are suffering or are triggered by the themes of this podcast, help services are available.
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| 19 Dec 2022 | Favs From The Archives: The Trauma Cleaner Part 2 | 00:20:10 | |
I hope you enjoyed season 10 of The Deep. Just a quick note to let you know that seasons will now be 8 episodes long. But not to worry, I'm reposting some of my absolute favourite episodes, like this one, so you'll never be short of something to listen to. We continue talking to Sandra Pankhurst but now we move into her current work as a trauma cleaner. What is that? Its the work no one wants to do, 3 week old decaying body- call the trauma cleaner, double suicide- call the trauma cleaner, meth lab explosion- call the trauma cleaner, 45 years worth of hoarding you call Sandra. Sandra works within the worst conditions but brings the most dignity to her clients. She takes us through some of her toughest jobs and shares what its like doing the job no one else knew existed and how to do it with heart. Content warning: This episode contains a graphic description of self harm and suicide. You may chose to skip this section (5.04-6.54). If this episode triggers you please contact Lifeline on 13 11 14. If you want more Sandra you can:
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| 05 Dec 2022 | Zoe Reflects on Season 10 | 00:12:50 | |
What a season! Zoe shares the behind the scenes on every episode from The Home Invasion to Turia Pitt. She also shares her views on the MAFS drama and your reaction to it. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 26 Dec 2022 | Favs From The Archives: The Doll Banger | 00:50:27 | |
If I told you there was a man, who said since having his "real dolls" aka sex robots- his life has never been more fulfilled would you believe me? Brick Dollbanger has been living with real dolls for 12 years. He in fact is so deeply immersed in the community that the creators of real doll have asked him to be the sex robot test driver. This episode is mind blowing but you may want to listen to it with earphones in. Content warning. This episode is extremely sexually explicit. Check out Brick's website brickdollbanger.com and follow him on Instagram @brickdollbanger. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 02 Jan 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The Mistress | 00:57:42 | |
What do you know about BDSM? Is it what you have seen in Bollywood films, read about in 50 shades of grey or have you experienced it first hand? Mistress Eva takes us deep inside her dungeon and shares the intimate world of being a mistress. We talk about who these people are that seek her services, how much it costs to worship her and how far she is willing to go to take someone to the edge of their desires. The most shocking part - this isn't "just" Eva's work, she doesn't clock off after a shift, this is her full time way of life. Content warning: The episode is extremely explicit. It contains graphic descriptions of sexual acts. You can check out Eva's website and follow her on Instagram @youwillplease_me. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 09 Jan 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The Foster Kid | 01:01:59 | |
Charlie has survived extreme neglect, abuse and cruelty at the hands of his mother. At the age of 12 she dropped him off at a care home and never returned. Charlie was thrown into the foster system like 1000's of other children. Moved 10 times in 8 years. This is his story. Content warning: This episode deals with child abuse and neglect. For help, children can contact Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800. Adults can contact Lifeline on 13 11 14. If you feel moved to donate to children in foster care, please visit Create - an organisation that aims to create a better life while in care. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 25 Jan 2023 | Hot Girls Don’t Celebrate Jan 26 | 00:39:11 | |
As we approach January 26, this year we hand the microphone over to two amazing indigenous creators. Matty has been sunning himself on nude beaches while Brooke has just been getting nude in the backyard! Matty and Brooke also went on a trip last year that changed their lives forever! And we chat with one of Australia's top First Nations performers and advocates Isaiah Firebrace, ahead of what is a very polarising day for First Nations people to find out what he thinks about the day. Check out their podcast Not So PG Follow @itsmattymills on Instagram Follow @brooke.blurton on Instagram Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 13 Feb 2023 | The Lactating Porn Star | 00:56:39 | |
Ali Kali is famous as the lactating porn star. Yep, she's known for squirting dudes in the face with her milk. But that's only a tiny part of why I wanted to talk to her. Her story is a wild ride involving addiction, sex work, child loss, and... meditation masturbation? Content warning: this episode is very sexually explicit and contains discussions on infant loss, addiction and suicide. Support resources are linked below.
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| 20 Feb 2023 | The Unwanted | 00:42:57 | |
Imagine hearing your mum say she wished she had an abortion. Always feeling like a burden. Always hungry because she never fed you. That was Fiona's childhood. It's so bizarre and so sad and it's affected every aspect of her life. Content warning: this episode discusses disordered eating and pregnancy termination. Resources are linked below.
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| 20 Feb 2023 | The Dad Who Came Out | 00:46:58 | |
Steve was happily married with his wife and two young kids. But he was also living a lie. You see, Steve is gay. And he tried to suppress it for a long time but eventually the truth came out. We explore how Steve was able to mask this for so long and perform with women, how he discovered his sexuality and how he broke the news to his wife and kids. Follow Steve on Instagram @______steve88 Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 06 Mar 2023 | Vaginismus - How It Stole 7 Years From Me | 00:46:10 | |
Jasmin was raised as a Christian and saved herself for marriage. But her wedding night was not the beautiful moment she had imagined. Jasmin suffers from Vaginismus - an involuntary tightening of her vaginal muscles that makes sex extremely painful, if not virtually impossible. This is such a brave and fascinating discussion on the way that religion and purity culture can have a huge effect on our sexual health. Check out Jasmin's podcast: Conscious Sexuality The Podcast. Her website is www.conscioussexuality.com.au and her Instagram @conscioussexuality Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 13 Mar 2023 | The Family Rapist - Part 1 | 00:53:34 | |
An elder of a family abused every single little girl for generations. The victims are many and their responses are just as varied. Krystal's mum was one of the last to be abused. But the trauma has been passed down and this family are now in the process of healing. Content warning: this episode discusses child sexual abuse. Support resources are listed below.
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| 03 Apr 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The Betrayed | 01:06:52 | |
What would you do if you were pregnant, had a 2 year old son and found out the love of your life was leaving you for someone they met at the gym? How would you deal with the betrayal? Would it make you crazy? Would you do things you regret? Would you take them back? This is a wild story of infidelity, forgiveness and redemption. Follow Jaclyn on Instagram @forthewildfemme. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 10 Apr 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The Betrayer | 01:14:11 | |
Last week we spoke to Jaclyn, today we get to speak to Craig. He is Jaclyn’s husband, the one who cheated. The one who left his family for another woman. Very rarely do we get to hear from the adulterer. Why did they do what they did? What were they thinking? It’s a conversation that is full of shame, regret, lessons learned and so much love. It's his first time speaking about this publicly. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 20 Mar 2023 | The Family Rapist - Part 2 | 01:03:26 | |
Last week we spoke to Krystal about the elder who had abused all the girls in the family including her mum. Today we speak to Krystal's mum. Dani was sexually abused from as early as she can remember. And her own mother put her in that situation. Delivering her to the family paedophile on a weekly basis. It is harrowing. But this is also a story of an incredibly strong woman who did better and is breaking the cycle of generational trauma. Content warning: this episode discusses child sexual abuse. Support resources are listed below.
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| 27 Mar 2023 | I Married A Gay Man | 00:46:06 | |
You've never met a woman like Karly. We spoke to her husband Steven in this season. He came out as gay, leaving his young family and starting a new life. So many of you wanted to hear her perspective so we got her on the show. Honestly this woman is incredible. Follow Karly on Instagram @__Karlyanne Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 17 Apr 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The Madam | 00:38:45 | |
Stacey is a madam, she manages everything when it comes to brothels and sex workers, including clients. After 16 years she wants out, but not before she tells us everything she has experienced. Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit & graphic content. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 01 May 2023 | Dismantling A Cult | 01:10:34 | |
Today I'm speaking with two survivors and recruiters of the nxivm cult. They escaped and shut the whole thing down. nxivm was positioned as a self help business with tiers to advance. But there was a cost and over time there were strategies designed to keep you in. Strategies that were controlling and horrific. This article explains the terms we discuss. Content warning: This episode discusses disordered eating, abuse, and pregnancy termination. Support resources are linked below.
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| 08 May 2023 | The Woman Who Remembers Everything | 00:42:49 | |
Imagine being able to remember every moment of your life. Even when you were a baby. Today's guest Rebecca has a condition called HSAM, Highly Superior Autobiographical Memory. She can re-live the best moments of her life, like blowing out the candles on her childhood birthday cakes but also the bad memories, which can feel like they are raw and real. This is such a fascinating chat with someone who experiences memory and time differently to most of us. Enjoy. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 15 May 2023 | The Terminally Ill Dad - Part 1 | 00:49:32 | |
Brendon is a father of two boys who had a very treatable form of cancer. After treatment his doctors told him he was in the clear. Only a few months later it was discovered that his body was absolutely riddled with cancer and this time it was terminal. Brendon shares the brutal treatments he's endured as well as how his family have handled the situation, including his young sons. This is part 1 of my chat with Brendon. Next week I'll be releasing part 2 which discusses some of the more unconventional treatments that Brendan has been through. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 22 May 2023 | The Terminally Ill Dad - Part 2 | 00:37:01 | |
Last week we heard from Brendon, a dad who was diagnosed with stage 4 terminal cancer. If you missed it, go back and listen to part 1 first. This week we discuss some of the more unconventional treatments that Brendon has had done. It's absolutely wild and it's not a cure. This is just one person's experience and we're certainly not recommending this for you or your loved ones. However it is incredibly fascinating to see how other parts of the world and other people treat disease. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 29 May 2023 | I See Dead People | 00:39:51 | |
Mikki has this amazing blessing and curse that she can speak to dead people. Apparently they like to show up at the most inopportune times and if you have this gift, it's important to set boundaries. This podcast describes a world that you may not see and may not believe in but it's super interesting and somewhat comforting to learn about. In fact I became so fascinated by this that I've done a reading with Mikki that you'll find over on The Deeper later this week. Connect with Mikki at her links below: OFFERS: New Moon & Full Moon readings ($39) Enjoy receiving a collective reading using the beautiful energy of the new moon.
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| 05 Jun 2023 | The Autosexual | 00:26:28 | |
Ghia is an autosexual. They are romantically and sexually attracted to themselves. Today we're going to explore this sexual identity, which I admit I've never heard of, and discuss how it affects relationships, mental health and self love. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 12 Jun 2023 | ICU For Kids | 00:32:20 | |
Danielle is a paediatric intensive care nurse. That means she cares for children and their families at their worst point. Children who are sick, children who are abused, children who are dying. I think anyone who's able to take on this role deserves a medal. Danielle has seen the worst things children go through and still gets up every day to do it again. Content warning: This episode discusses child abuse and child sexual abuse. Support resources are linked below.
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| 19 Jun 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The Wrongfully Accused | 01:02:57 | |
Could you imagine being imprisoned for 12 years for a crime you didn't commit? How would you survive that, how would you survive solitary confinement, survive the other prisoners, survive the injustice? Today I get to speak to Raphael Rowe who did survive. In fact he has gone on to be a great journalist and the host of "Inside the worlds toughest prisons" on Netflix. Content warning: this episode references violence and suicide. If you feel triggered or need someone to talk to contact Lifeline on 13 11 14. Follow Raphael below:
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| 26 Jun 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The Swingers | 00:51:11 | |
We’ve all heard of swingers right? What do they actually do? Who are they? My immediate thought is of the cliché - keys in the bowl middle-aged couples now empty nesters, looking for something to enhance the next stage of life. But is this cliché true? What are the rules, what are the boundaries and what’s the reality of being a swinger? Follow Jess and Lawrence on Instagram @oursecretspot and visit their website oursecretspot.com.au. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 03 Jul 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The Prison Birth | 01:00:32 | |
The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Chloe Quayle is a proud Malyangapa, Barkindji woman, a talented artist and rapper and a respected member in her community. But 3 years ago things were wildly different. Chloe had been in and out of the system since she was 14 but this time Chloe turned herself in. She was pregnant and she was going to give birth in prison. This is a brutal story of a mother's love, the day that changed it all and how she is now thriving by overcoming the hardest moments of her life. Content warning: this episode deals with drug and alcohol abuse. For free and confidential advice about alcohol and other drugs, call the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline 1800 250 015. Please support Sisters Inside. Follow Chloe on Instagram: @barkaa__ and listen to her music on Spotify. Credits: Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 17 Jul 2023 | Inside The Gloriavale Cult - Part 1 | 00:38:36 | |
This is all about the Gloriavale cult, which started in New Zealand in 1969 and is still in operation today. Faithful, yes that is his real name, was born into the cult. In this episode he shares all about what life was like growing up in that community, what school was like, and please note this episode does discuss some of the sexual abuse that occurred. Content warning: This episode discusses child sexual abuse. Support resources are linked below.
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| 24 Jul 2023 | Inside The Gloriavale Cult - Part 2 | 00:45:50 | |
Welcome to part 2 of my interview with Faithful. Where we left off, he was plotting his escape with his wife and 7 children. Today we learn how that all went down and how they began to integrate into the modern world. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 31 Jul 2023 | Life After Gloriavale - Part 3 | 00:34:09 | |
This is the 3rd and final part of our series on Gloriavale. If you want to hear Faithful's story go back and listen to part 1 and 2. Today we're going to discuss all things integration. After being born into a religious cult, what is it like to go to the supermarket, a public pool, a new church? How do you make friends? This is eye opening. I hope you enjoy it. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 07 Aug 2023 | Hack Your Way To Wellbeing | 00:53:20 | |
We are addicted to being busy. We wear stress like a badge of honour. Let's want to turn the tables on that today. Let's slow down, look after our minds and bodies and change our way of thinking. Sharon is a mentor for stress and she is going to share her most valuable bio hacks to reduce stress and reconnect. Follow Sharon on Instagram @sharonkolkk and Facebook @Sharonkolkka Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 14 Aug 2023 | The Never Ending Trauma | 00:48:43 | |
This is perhaps one of the saddest episodes we've ever done on The Deep. Sophia has experienced far more than her share of grief and trauma. It's completely unjust. But Sophia still has poise and gratitude and she is such a ray of light. Content warning: This episode discusses the death of a young child. Follow Sophia on Instragram @sophiaperera Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 21 Aug 2023 | Low Tox Living | 01:23:16 | |
Today we're deviating from the usual content we have on The Deep. But there's an important reason. I'm really concerned with how much toxins and microplastics are invading our everyday lives, and the impact this is having on our health. I want to know how we can minimise our exposure but I'm also a realist. We all have busy lives, kids, budgets, cravings. We're not perfect. So I spoke to Alixx Stuart from Low Tox Life about some of the small changes we can make that will have the biggest impact. Listen at the end of the interview for a chance to win a book bundle from Alixx. Products mentioned in this interview:
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| 28 Aug 2023 | About Time For Justice | 00:50:05 | |
As a child, Jacob's life was on the wrong track. Following in his fathers footsteps he joined a bikie gang and found himself in trouble with the law before even turning 18. After being sexually abused in custody, he made it his mission to find justice for survivors of institutional abuse. Content warning: This episode discusses child sexual abuse. Support resources are linked below.
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| 04 Sep 2023 | The Terminal Parent- The News We Didn't Want | 00:47:34 | |
It's been 3 years since I spoke to my first ever podcast guest, Kate. If you haven't heard her episode go back to the first ever episode of The Deep, The Terminal Parent and have a listen first. Now Kate is back, and so is her cancer. But she's more confident than ever that she can heal herself for a second time. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 11 Sep 2023 | Zoe Goes Deep On The Deep - Interviewed by Jaclyn from The Betrayed | 00:41:31 | |
Today is a really special episode. I've been interviewed on the Jaclyn Shaw Show. The very same Jaclyn from the episode The Betrayed. I really wanted to share the episode with you as well. We talk about why I started The Deep, how I'm able to hold space as a reflector, which episodes have had the biggest impact on me and yes, we talk about THOSE episodes - the betrayed and betrayer and your reaction to it. I hope you enjoy it. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 18 Sep 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The 14 Year Old | 00:48:58 | |
As a 14 year old girl Frankie was kidnapped and gang raped for hours and hours. This is her incredible story of survival. It's a story of abuse, addiction, domestic violence, a mother's love and forgiveness. Content warning: this episode discusses rape, abuse, domestic violence, addiction and disordered eating. If you are suffering or are triggered by the content, help services are listed below.
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| 25 Sep 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The 14 Year Old's Daughter | 00:36:42 | |
Isla is Frankie's daughter. I wanted to speak to someone who's parent survived deep trauma. I wanted to hear what it was like to witness your mother become an addict, what impact this has on a child and who they become because of it. Content warning: this episode discusses drug abuse. If you are suffering or are triggered by the content, please contact the National Alcohol and Other Drug Hotline on 1800 250 015. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 09 Oct 2023 | Mirror Syndrome | 00:42:45 | |
I had never heard of mirror syndrome before recording this interview. An unborn baby with a terrible diagnosis which is also passed on to the pregnant mother. It sounds like science fiction but this is what happened to Sophie. Content warning: this episode discusses child loss. For support contact:
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| 09 Oct 2023 | The Yes Vote | 00:47:15 | |
This Saturday, if you are Australian you'll be asked to vote either yes or no for First Nations and Torres Strait Islander People to have a voice in parliament. This referendum can be confusing so we've called in Millie Telford to explain how it all works. Links:
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| 16 Oct 2023 | The Journal | 01:07:05 | |
Today I want to share with you my greatest friend in life Nina and the power of journaling. This isn't a fluffy 'dear diary' either. This is raw. This is without expectation of outcome. Today I am sharing a lot about myself. I hope you enjoy and take something with you from this chat. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 23 Oct 2023 | Childhood Dementia | 00:47:54 | |
Renee's story is one of pain that is yet to come. She's discovered that her children have a terminal genetic disorder, a type of childhood dementia. As young children they appear perfectly normal but the disease progresses fast, and there is no cure. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 30 Oct 2023 | Intersex | 00:51:23 | |
Intersex, lots of us have never heard of the term. We did do an episode with a mother of an intersex child. You can go back into the archives to hear that one. Today we're talking to someone who is intersex. Blume is an incredible human and this is their story. Follow Blume on Instagram @blumekind_ Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 30 Oct 2023 | The Cuckold - The Wife | 00:41:53 | |
If you haven't heard of cuckolds, they are people who enjoy seeing their partner get intimate with someone else. Today we speak to Ciren whose husband is one such person. He'll even jump on the security camera to catch a glimpse. And this is what gets him off. Content warning: this episode sexually explicit. Follow Ciren: IG is @cirenv_2 Twitter/X @Cirenv_2 Onlyfans @cirenv Manyvids Ciren Verde Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 13 Nov 2023 | The Port Arthur Massacre - The Daughter | 00:56:06 | |
The Port Arthur massacre. It's common knowledge in the minds of Australians but it's not often we hear the story of a family who lived through this first hand. Sue's mother was shot and killed during the massacre and her whole family feels the effects of it, even today. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 13 Nov 2023 | Pussy Power with Kellie | 00:48:00 | |
I have spent the past few months doing womb spiral. It's a journey to awaken the feminine, investigate trauma and listen to your body and yoni. There are 7 gates moving through the female organs which each cover a different element of your life. I went through this with Kellie from Soul Healing and she is one of my trusted guides when it comes to this work. This is not one of my typical interviews, it's more a debrief of my experience, which I felt was really valuable to share. If you enjoyed this episode with Kellie, she's actually joining our self love event on Tuesday 21st November at 7:30pm. She's going to be teaching us all about self love from self pleasure though to the core- self soul love. Join us thedeep.com.au/pages/events Connect with Kellie on Instagram @soulhealingwithkellie and check our womb spiral at www.soulhealingwithkellie.com/womb-spiral Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 27 Nov 2023 | The Satanic Cult - Part 1 | 00:50:54 | |
Growing up in a satanic cult, Serena was being abused before she was even 5 years old. Her father, the leader of the cult, committed all sorts of abuses in the name of ritual and sacrifice. Serena is now able to tell her story with a level of self awareness and empathy that is just so impressive. Content warning: This episode discusses child abuse. Contact Kids helpline on 1800 55 1800. Follow Serena at her website serenamastin.com and get her book at www.amazon.com/dp/0645690236?ref_=cm_sw_r_cp_ud_dp_47P4HNPAQ4XBR352DP4Y_1 Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 04 Dec 2023 | The Satanic Cult - Part 2 | 00:52:30 | |
We spoke to Serena last week about her life growing up in a Satanic cult. But after leaving, her life didn't get any simpler. The man she married turned out to be a narcissistic cheater, and the story of their relationship is just so bizarre. Content warning: this episode discusses self harm and suicide. For assistance, contact Lifeline 13 11 14. Follow Serena at her website serenamastin.com and get her book at www.amazon.com/dp/0645690236?ref_=cm_sw_r_cp_ud_dp_47P4HNPAQ4XBR352DP4Y_1 Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 11 Dec 2023 | Zoe Marshall Uninterrupted | 01:00:36 | |
From the podcast The Girls Uninterrupted. We are so excited to have Zoe Marshall on the podcast this week, this is an episode you will NOT want to miss. Zoe has been a broadcaster for over 12 years, and is the host and creator of the hugely successful podcast The Deep. From diving into Gloriavale, interviewing terminally ill parents, a madam, a lactating porn star and a man who has sex with dolls - there is quite possibly no one Zoe wouldn’t interview. She’s also a mother of two, and a self-confessed “over-sharer” and all that sharing is very much in the public eye. Her husband, Benji Marshall is one of Aotearoa’s greatest rugby league players - currently the assistant coach of the NRL’s West Tigers. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 18 Dec 2023 | Favs From The Archives: The (middle of the) Human Centipede | 00:49:55 | |
Everyone has heard of the 2010 cult horror film "The Human Centipede" and if you haven't, I’m sure you are googling it now. I remember hearing how it had been banned in some countries and that people were passing out in the cinemas watching it! I was fascinated, over the years I had watched the trailer, too scared to watch the film. It’s plotline- three tourists are sewn together mouth to… end, by a mad surgeon to form one gastric system. And the tagline for the film is… "100% medically accurate!!" What would make a young woman want to star in a story like this… let’s find out! Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
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| 01 Jan 2024 | Favs From The Archives: The Open Relationship | 00:55:14 | |
Do you think you could watch your lover get dolled up for an evening, putting on perfume and their sexiest undies... knowing they were about to sleep with someone else? So many of us couldn't even imagine, but many people can - and do. Being in an open relationship or living in "the lifestyle" for some is liberating and is the most loving way they know to honour their partner. Content warning: This episode contains sexually explicit content. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 25 Dec 2023 | Surviving Domestic Violence with Zoe Marshall - Untidy | 01:13:19 | |
From the podcast Untidy. In this episode of Untidy we talk to Zoe Marshall, media personality, creator of ‘The Deep’ podcast, and self-described over-sharer. Our conversation with Zoe is about her experience of surviving domestic violence. We talk about what made her a target for getting drawn into that relationship, how she got trapped, and why it’s so hard for the victims of abuse to get out and stay safe. CONTENT WARNING: Some of this conversation may be triggering to some listeners. Please check in with yourself and choose a time and a place to listen that’s right for you. If you or someone you know is experiencing domestic abuse, please find resources below for places you can reach out to for help. Zoe explains the journey of healing from her trauma, the remnants that remain affecting her, and how she became open to loving again. Now a mum to two young children and in a safe and loving relationship with her husband, Benji Marshall, Zoe’s life experiences have led her to create her hit podcast, ‘The Deep’. She is able to hold space for powerful conversations with people who have often never shared their stories before. Her community of devoted listeners come to the podcast to hear gritty conversations they may never have otherwise had access to, from people with extraordinary life experiences. Untidy podcast honours the person within the parent. Hosts, Matilda Green and Hannah Davison dive into the undergrowth of sex and relationships, mental health, healing, body issues, identity questions, and more with a range of guests. Connect, laugh, learn, and keep moving forward. Follow the show and get in touch on Instagram @untidypodcast. Follow Matilda at @matootles and Hannah’s work at My Big Moments and @mybigmoments. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 15 Jan 2024 | Favs From The Archives: The Pussy Whisperer | 00:48:44 | |
Rosie Rees is a pussy whisperer, crystal sex toy entrepreneur, and nude yoga founder. She's all about connection to the vulva. Pop in some headphones 'cause this one is going to get juicy and isn’t for little ears. Content warning: this episode is sexually explicit. Follow Rosie on Instagram @rosie.rees and visit www.yonipleasurepalace.com Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Credits:
Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||
| 08 Jan 2024 | Do you ever feel like it's groundhog day too? w Zoe Marshall | 00:48:43 | |
From the podcast Parenthood. This week I chat to one of my fabulous mentors, Zoe Marshall (@zoebmarshall). We discuss her existential crisis in May and how that has changed her forever. We delve into: 🎙 Feeling ‘meh’ about life and not knowing if we can go on 🎙 Being obsessed with the ‘doing’ and ‘success’ until we reach burnout 🎙 How a health crisis led to reframing what’s important in life 🎙 Is rest really lazy? And so much more… To listen to the episode the link is in our bio 🎧 For more on Zoe visit insta @zoebmarshall Zoe's podcast The Deep - www.zoemarshall.com/thedeep Zoe Marshall on Straight Talk podcast: https://podcasts.apple.com/au/podcast/94-beyond-the-surface-zoe-marshalls-journey-through/id1572546872?i=1000625450914 Follow Parenthood on insta @parenthoodpod Parenthood Podcast acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Join the community and go 'deeper' with Zoe by subscribing at apple.co/thedeep to gain access to exclusive bonus episodes, early access and ad free listening to regular episodes and extra juicy content from Zoe. Please DM us your thoughts and burning questions to @whatsthedeep or head to zoemarshall.com/thedeep. The Deep is a place for you. If you love it please subscribe and leave us a rating or comment if that tickles your fancy. The Deep acknowledge the Traditional Custodians of the land on which we work and live, and recognise their continuing connection to land, water and community. We pay respect to Elders past, present and emerging. Hosted on Acast. See acast.com/privacy for more information. | |||